Ester, Am I awake for you or I couldn't sleep because of you?
***
She scared me to no extent, what If something happened to her? She is my responsibility. I can't let anyone hurt her... except me. But, she made me feel so scared when she didn't come back early, I almost lost myself, my breath, when I couldn't find her. I sighed deeply, my mind is feeling undesirable emotions which are utterly disturbing and I don't want that thought to even cross my mind. That pathetic woman is making me feel strange, something I haven't felt in a while. I shook my head and made hot chocolate for her. I have seen her drinking it quite a few times so I guess she liked it.
I came to her and handed her the cup and sat beside her, I felt somehow calm in her presence. That she is safe and beside me.
" NO! STOP IT YOU HATE HER! She is just a liability. You don't want to marry anyone, especially a pathetic girl like her! "
