Ester, don't love me. I am toxic for you. Stop believing in your stupid delusions and leave me alone. Your love is meaningless! You and I are not meant for each other. That's why.. please.. leave me.
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Burning in the fire of wrath, filling with fury and distress. I almost lost control over myself but I know that I have to keep as calm as possible, I have to refrain myself so that my anger won't burst on Ester like before. I don't want to make her sad. I have to control my emotions and confiscate my feelings. I have to keep this consternation inside me and put up a happy front.
"Desmond." Ester called me. I hummed, drinking my tea while using my phone. She sat beside me and began to say nervously.
"Grace.. Invited me to accompany her for.. shopping.. So can I-"
"No." I said sternly.
"But, Why?" She asked.
"Because I said so." I said looking at her. She lowered her head and remained silent.
