I decided to give Higan-kun the Liberator not because he wanted it but because he helped me but he declined.
Kaneki: I can't have that Miyu-chan! it's yours.
Yuuka: it's alright Higan-kun we can find another relic, besides! you wanted power right?
Kaneki: yeah but like I said I don't want to trample on your dreams so I can't take it.
Yuuka: this doesn't count.
Kaneki was a bit puzzled after hearing that.
Kaneki: Why?
Yuuka: it's because you're my best friend!
Kaneki: is that all the reason?
Yuuka: Yes of course! plus i would not stop bugging you if you don't accept it.
Kaneki looked down at the ground and he started laughing.
Kaneki: Kakakakakakakaka! you really are an odd one I'm glad to have you as my best friend! fine I'll take the Liberator but you have to promise me that this is the only relic you'll give me.
Yuuka: hehe~ you have a weird laugh Higan-kun! sigh~ alright i promise you this is the only relic I'll give you!
after promising him that I gave him the Liberator.
Kaneki: i don't know how this works but I'll master it one day. thank you Miyu-chan I'll remember this forever.
Yuuka: Yeah! me too
that day was the best day i had with my best friend.
over the years the 2 of us kept doing our research and found at least 20 more relics.
and over the years the 5 of us have done many fun stuff like making a hideout at the forest, dance and singing practices (which Higan-kun is really good at), and other silly things all the way to middle school.
and at that time me and Higan-kun found 10 more relics but what was really surprising was that all 31 relics were in or close to Shimotsuki.
I had even had a Theory that Demon Queen Hiragi put the relics she had near Shimotsuki so someone would find them.
it was a stupid theory but it's still strange she put them near Shimotsuki.
all the times we played, research, practice and fooling around was very fun... until the Mato High School entrance ceremony.
I saw Ita-kun and I fell in love with him I asked him what girls he's interested in and he said "I don't know maybe the gyaru type?"
after the ceremony i stopped doing research and cut my ties with Higan-kun and...
Kaneki: hey Miyu-chan! i found some new-, why is your hair like that?
I said something that i should have never said.
"i'm no longer interested in that stuff Higan-kun. i want to be who I want to be even if I have to kill the old me."
the old me didn't want that, the old me wanted Higan-kun to say something like "Miyu-chan please don't. please don't give up on yourself and your dream or you're important to me Miyu-chan please don't be something you are not!" but.
Kaneki: i... see I won't bother you anymore...
the sunset is quite beautiful isn't it?
after saying those words the old me was in pain.
after Higan-kun left i didn't interact with him for almost a month in high school until i bumped into him while he was holding papers which contain information about the Demon Knights... and their relics.
at that moment i realized what I have done to him. i remembered all the times we did research together and all the fun times and i remember his smile.
he had a bright smile full of light but now it's gone he lost that light, he lost himself what was left was an empty guy with no emotion i felt really guilty then i realized i wasn't the only one.
apparently Shi-chan and Mi-nyan also had something to do with Higan-kun's change.
but they don't know how to fix their relationship with him.
me on the other hand had an idea of how to mend our relationship my idea was to use my gyaru status. i had one thought when I had the idea.
"he'll forgive me because we're Best Friends Forever... right?"
because after becoming a gyaru i made many Friends so i thought by using my gyaru status he might like me again and we could be friends again.
"please stop bothering me i prefer doing my thing alone."
but I was wrong he just avoided me and the other 2 girls too. after that and when I got home I fell into my bed and I started crying.
Yuuka: *sniff
i started to question.
Yuuka: why?! why?! why did you have to kill him as well?!
the Kaneki Higanbana I knew was gone i could blame no one but myself. I tried to kill my old self for love but instead I made my first and best friend lose himself.
i have no one else to blame but myself.