"This rain didn't have any other time to come," Jin said as he hurriedly went into the cafe.
He was actually going to home but the rain came suddenly.
Jin went to his usual sit beside the window but saw someone already sitting there.
So,he sat beside.
He looked at the boy carefully.
The boy didn't look older than Jin. His black hairs were just above his eyes.
His eyes were focused on the book he was reading.
His hands were holding the book. Suddenly,the boy looked up.
"Shit," Jin cursed. He's sure that he got hit by cupid's arrow.
"Those eyes," he thought.
Jin thought phoenix eyes were only myth.
But now he believed. He believed that those eyes could kill anyone easily.
The waiter went to the boy with coffee.
The boy looked at the waiter and gave him a smile
.
"Shit," Jin cursed again.
"That dimple," he thought. The boy had a dimple on his left cheek.
Jin watched the boy for a long time. The boy finished his coffee,then continued to read the book.
After like an hour the boy closed the book and left. Jin noticed that the rain had stopped.
"Hyung,who was the boy beside the window?" Jin asked the owner of the cafe.
The owner of the cafe was Jin's elder brother's friend.
"That's Namjoon," the owner said
"Namjoon?" Jin said.
"Yeah, he's really brilliant. He's studying in Seoul university," the owner said.
Jin said goodbye to the owner and went home.
Jin was sixteen when he confirmed he's gay.
He didn't like girls.
He liked boys. But,it took him two years to make peace with it.
At the age of eighteen,Jin had his first boyfriend but it didn't work out.
Jin came out to his family.
But,his parents didn't accept him. His elder brother and sister supported him but couldn't say anything in front of their father.
Jin closed his eyes lying on the bed.
"Those eyes,that dimple," Jin thought.
Jin was never attracted to someone like this.Just seeing for the first time.
After that day,Jin would go to the cafe and watched the boy.
The boy would always read a book and sometimes wrote something.
After a month,Jin finally got the courage and went to talk to the boy.
"Can I sit here?" He said.
The boy looked up to him.
Namjoon was reading a book when a soft voice called him.
Namjoon looked up and saw a handsome face looking at him. Namjoon smiled.
"Yeah, sure," Namjoon said.
"I'm Kim SeokJin," Jin said sitting.
"I'm Kim Namjoon," Namjoon said.
"Nice to meet you, Namjoon-ah," Jin said smiling.
Three months later
"Hyung, you're early," Namjoon said sitting down.
"My class ended early," Jin said.
"Hyung, what happened?" Namjoon asked.
"Nothing. Why are you asking?" Jin said.
"You look sad," Namjoon said. Jin sighed.
He thought it's time.
"My father called me. I went to meet him," Jin started.
Namjoon waited for him to continue.
"I'm gay. My father doesn't like it. He wants me to date a girl. He has find a girl for me. That's why he called me," Jin said.
He thought his father was finally going to accept him.
But his father told him that if he didn't date a girl,his father going to disown him.
"It's not your fault, hyung," Namjoon said.
Jin looked at Namjoon.
"You're not disgusted with me?" Jin asked.
"No, absolutely not. It doesn't matter, hyung. It's who you are. I respect that," Namjoon said smiling.
Jin also smiled.
"I have something else to tell you," Jin said.
He wanted to tell him.
"Tell me, hyung," Namjoon said.
"I like you. Not like a Friend or brother," Jin said.
Namjoon was surprised.
He didn't know what to say.
Jin liked him.
Why?
Jin was so handsome.
"I,I don't know what to say," Namjoon said.
"Don't say anything now. Think about it. I just want you to give me a chance, Namjoon-ah," Jin said
holding Namjoon's hand.
Namjoon didn't take his hand back.
"Meet me here in Friday. Come if you want to give me a chance," Jin said.
Namjoon didn't say anything.
Jin dropped him home.
"Namjoon-ah,you are home," Namjoon's mom came out of the kitchen to greet him.
"Eomma," Namjoon hugged his mom.
Namjoon's mom, Namjoon and Taehyung had dinner together.
"Namjoon-ah, what happened?" Namjoon's mom asked him sitting beside him.
Namjoon laid putting his head on his mom's lap.
"Eomma,what if I like a boy?" Namjoon asked.
Namjoon's mom laughed.
"I think it doesn't matter as long as he treats you right," Namjoon's mom said.
"Namjoon-ah,in this world, it's really hard to find someone who really understand you and accept you as you are. So,if you find that person, Don't let go just because what other people say," Namjoon's mom said.
"Even if the person is a boy? Can you really accept it?" Namjoon asked.
"Namjoon-ah,every mother wants her son to marry a beautiful girl and have a family. But,if the person you love is a boy, there's nothing about it, we can do. It doesn't matter what I think. What matter is what you think," Namjoon's mom said patiently.
Namjoon hugged his mom.
"Eomma, you're the best mother in the world," Namjoon said.
"Ok,ok,you don't have to butter me up. Let's go have some cake," Namjoon's mom said smiling.
Jin was waiting for Namjoon in front of the cafe.
It's Friday.
He's so nervous.
He didn't know if Namjoon would come or not.
"Hyung," Namjoon said. Jin looked at Namjoon.
Jin hugged Namjoon.
"You came,you came," Jin said hugging Namjoon.
He was so happy.
"Yes, hyung, let's do it," Namjoon said hugging Jin back.
"I'll never let you go. Never," Jin said.