So I was wrong all this while. She died because of me. I suppose to hate myself not her.
"I killed her dad," I began to cry
"No sweetheart you did not kill her ok. She died because she loves you "
"if I did not come into existence she will be alive and well by now"
"I did not tell you this for you to be blaming yourself but for you to know the reason why she died"
I hugged my Dad, crying on his shoulder not letting him go.
"I hate myself, Dad, for bringing pain to you. taking the one that you love from you. I'm sorry."
" It's ok sweetheart. You are making me regret telling you"
"Will she ever forgive me, Dad?"
"she loves you and that's the reason why she sacrifices her life for you ".
" why are you telling me all this now?"
"I'm telling you because you are old enough to know what happened"
After that day, my dad made sure that I'm always happy even getting married to make me happy.
My stepmother was a lovely and caring woman. She took care of me. She made sure that I'm always happy. We became friends, best of friends
"Sweetheart, where did you want to spend this holiday season?" my dad asked me during our long vacation.
"hmmm, sun city" I answered happily
"Sun city?" my stepmom asked me
"Yes sun city. Is there anything wrong with that?"
"yes of course " She turned to my dad who is not saying anything and continued
"Honey, we will be going to New York City," she told my dad smiling.
"No way! I'm going to sun city with my dad. You can go to New York City if you want Mommy. we will book a flight to New York City for you u. We will be leaving for the sun city tomorrow with Dad's private jet" I concluded with so much authority
"Honey did you..." my dad interrupted her
"She is not stopping you ok or better still you follow us next time we will go to New York City"
"it's okay"
I know she's not happy about that but I don't care. Sun City is a nice place. have been dreaming to go there."/