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Chapter 58 - 55. Can you forgive me

Bee

I had done something wrong the other day . When Nymph had been with that being on the stage . I knew he wasn't human , I could see a grey mist around him as I entered. I was getting better at seeing auras and I knew that the thing with Nymph wasn't human .

But that was not what had angered me . It was seeing him holding Nymph the way I held him before and seeing him kiss him the way I had kissed him before .

When I saw that a flash had appeared in my eyes and for a moment I saw two other people kissing each other . It was a girl kissing a man who looked like he didn't want to kiss her. The image had made me mad , I'd shouted for her to get away from him .

Then the image disappeared and I saw Nymph with that being . My anger had still been there and all I wanted was to get rid of that creature. I'd rushed up , ready to kill him but Nymph had stopped me .

I didn't understand why he stopped me . Did he prefer that creature to me ? Did he no longer want me around ? I'd asked him this when we left the building but he had just shaken his head .

" Bee , it was just a performance . " He said , " We were acting . None of it was real . "

" But ... you looked like you enjoyed it . Did you Nymph ? " I asked him and he frowned .

" No , I didn't and it doesn't matter . Bee we are not in a real romantic relationship yet so if I do kiss someone else it shouldn't affect you like this ." he said but I didn't understand .

" You mean you will kiss anyone you please and I should not be affected ? " I asked and he opened his mouth and his eyes went wide .

" Are you calling me ... a tramp , Bee ? " he asked but I shook my head .

" You said you wish to kiss many more people , I only wondered if I should be affected or not ." I said and felt a flicker of ... anger ? Why would I be angry at Nymph ?

" I can't believe this ... you're calling me trampy ? " he said and he turned around and didn't look back . After that Nymph did not talk to me all the way to his house and I felt troubled .

Did I do something wrong ? i wondered as he left the dining room after dinner .

" Bee , did something not play on well at school ? " Gus asked me . Mrs Rosi had gone to bed early tonight and it was just the two of us .

" Nymph appears to be mad at me . I do not know what I did wrong ." I said looking down . Would he tell me to leave him and not return ? the thought was fearful .

" Tell me what happened and maybe we can salvage this . I'm not much on relationships but I know my nephew despite what people think ." He said sipping his bottle of beer .

I told him everything that had happened but I skipped the flash and images that appeared . He would not have understood that and I thought Olibia would when she came back .

" Oh , that's bad . Real bad . Trampy ? oh boy , that's sardines on a toilet seat bad ." Gus said shaking his head , " Bee , you should have worded yourself better . Because the way you said it and I'm guessing the way Yuree took it , you made it sound like he just went around kissing anyone and anywhere ."

" Nymph does not do that . " I said and he nodded his head .

" Yeah , he doesn't but the way you spoke today you might aswell have said that . He's mad I guess . Really mad ." Gus replied and I felt glum . I didn't know that what I said would make Nymph mad .

" Look , he's mad now and talking to him won't solve anything unless you give him time to calm down . " Gus said , " I would actually suggest talking to him at school . Apologize for what you said and make sure you do it correctly . There's nothing more insulting than being called trampy ."

" How do I apologize and make Nymph know I am sorry for offending him ? " I asked and Gus gave a smile .

" Just do your own type of apology . If he knows you mean it then he does . There's no perfect way to say sorry . " Gus said and he frowned , " Sweet jam , when did I get so smart ? This beer must have something in it ."

I had not understood that last part but everything else I had . I would apologize to Nymph , I would let him know I am sorry for offending him .

I went to school and begun working as old Lu told me to but I kept looking for Nymph . Then I saw him , under a tree talking to a boy with dark yellow hair and infront of them was the boy who hurt Nymph . This made me slightly confused but I didn't give them my attention . I wanted to apologize to Nymph .

I walked over to them and saw Nymph turn around and look at me . He was not smiling but just watching me as I approached .

" Hi , Bee ." He said in a flat voice and I knelt down infront of him .

" Bee ? " he said as I took his hand .

" Nymph , I am sorry . I did not mean to offend you or make you feel angry . I spoke wrongly to you because I was angry myself ." I said to him , " I did not like seeing you with someone else but I understand now , I have no power over you . I only want to be near you and if you do choose someone else then I should accept it . I am sorry Nymph , I do not want to lose you . I don't want to be alone . I love you and ask if you can forgive me for my actions . "

Nymph looked at me with wide eyes and he didn't speak for a moment . Then he smiled and took his hand from mine .

" I don't know what to say ." he said smiling at me with mirthful eyes .

" I do . " the human with dark yellow hair said , " You're a liar , he loves you and he is so your boyfriend or I'm the King of France ! "

" I am at a loss at what is going on . " the human who had Nymph said , " Seeing a tough guy apologize is weird ."

" You did the same thing , Stevey . " the dark yellow haired human said ." Do I need to remind you how to ask for an apology ? "

" No. no , I take it back ." Stevey the human said raising his hands .

" Bee , " Nymph said , " I forgive you and you can get up now . I don't want people thinking I'm abusing the school workers ."

" My best friend's boyfriend is a Janitor's assistant . That's just wow and this guy actually went on his knees ! " the dark yellow haired human said looking at me . " My name is Terry , you don't remember my name do you ? It's cool , I forgot yours alot of times ."

" Bee , you should get back to work . We can talk later though ." Nymph said with a smile and I was happy he had forgiven me .

" Wait , he can't just disappear on us . " Terry said getting up , " I don't care if he's a Janitor's assistant or a Prime Minister . The fact that he makes you smile like that Yuree is a miracle . I want to learn more about him too . My best friend has a boyfriend ! I want to scream ! "

" Please don't . " Nymph said getting up , " We can talk later on my phone . You can - "

" No way. You never use that phone . I doubt you even know where it is right now. That look says I'm right . Here's what we are going to do . You and Bee can meet us later tonight for a double date with me and Stevey ."

" Tonight ? But it's a school night , my mom would never let that happen ." Nymph said but Terry shook his head .

" Innocent little friend that's why you have me . " he said , " You'll be fine with us . We'll be back before your curfew . "

" I don't have a curfew but my mom just gets worried and lately she hasn't been feeling well . I don't want to make her worse . " Nymph said and his friend groaned .

" You , Bee ." He said turning to me , " You can convince Mrs Rosi to let Yuree come with us right ? "

" I - "

" Hey why are you bringing Bee into this ? " Nymph asked him .

" It's either you or him but someone is going to ask her . if she says 'no' then that's okay but if she says ' yes '... you're coming with us . " Terry said .

" I'm not so sure about this ." Nymph said , " I don't want mom to feel bad . "

" Yuree trust me. We'll just be gone for an hour or two maximum . " Terry said putting his hand on Nymph's shoulder , " Or do you want me to pester Bee as he works ? I could you know ."

" Okay fine . I'll ask her but if it's a no then we are done with this ." Nymph said folding his arms and Terry folded his aswell .

" We shall see ." he said with a smile .