Her previous goal was to become an Olympic athlete so that she could achieve something great making her country and mother proud of her.
It was a big dream at the time which had much hardship and challenges ahead but back then, Ash was more than willing and motivated to put in the time and effort to achieve it even if she had some disadvantages when it came to monetary support, backing and other factors.
Despite everything that she suffered and all that she had to continue to deal with from it all, Ash still tried to hold on to a part of herself that still remained.
Ash had to suppress herself when she was being bullied in order to protect her own dream and to not make trouble for herself.
She started losing what friends she did have during the time she was socially excluded from everyone in school.
She finally lost control of herself in a single moment after being pushed and pushed to the edge time and time again.
