It was natural for Sofia to develop twisted ways of thinking that included a mix of feelings of superiority and with the addition of having an inferiority complex.
It was almost like she had been let into a special club but was only given a basic membership to it.
She got to experience everything that others did not but she was unable to become a VIP member.
It was impossible from birth for her to be able to change the fact that she was born to be between ordinary humans and Balancers.
Nothing would be able to change that fact since she did not possess such a talent that other Balancers possessed.
Some Watchers could make up for their lacking areas by learning the most basic of spells, and formations or by learning how to use weapons but they would never truly be able to do as well as a Balancer.
The potential of Balancers was just much higher and they had far more to rely on to aid them in fighting Spirits and Evil Spirits.