We had not spoken since the dining encounter and though it was a setback in my plans, I would have it no other way. I didn’t like the emotions that were running through my mind, they felt foreign as though they belonged to another.
I kept asking myself if it was worth it and why I kept acting this way especially if I told myself a thousand times that I didn’t have any feelings for him.
I was hurt and was angry and had no reasons behind my behaviour. Do I just give up and live my life in the shadows like he wanted me to?
My phone rang loudly and startled me out of my thoughts. I looked at it and saw it was Danielle calling. I almost didn’t want to pick up but I was tired of staying indoors.
She had called me several times to invite me for lunch over at her place with the rest wife’s but I had denied every time giving her silly excuses but I was sure she knew the reason I wasn’t accepting her invitation
