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"God eased your pain and broke my heart...
"I'd be okay..
I guess probably not....
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"IVY P.O.V"...
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"She would never notice" Whispering to myself, I force out a tiny smile, as I stared at my reflection one last time on the mirror.
"There was no evidence, My brain reassured me, as I could feel my swollen eyes glueing back to its reflection through the mirror..
It was already well covered with the heavy dark mascara, she would never notice.
I reassured myself one last time, nodding my head satisfyingly, but still my heart still kept on beating so very fast, still it kept on drowning all the little courage I had tried gathering, but no I wouldn't fall flat anymore...
I have to be strong for her, I mumbled to myself, letting out a deep breath, before finally heading down to meet her...
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"I want to stay with you" I mumbled, drifting my shaky eyes up to her confused ones, as I kept on trying to fight the lump stuck right on my throat...
"She might be fine, save and happy today, but one day, it would come as a bomb.."BOOM!"....
She'll be gone and the next thing you'll know, her life will be hanging on this hands"....
Those words rang into my skull, it creeped my soul, those words kept on hunting me, as I kept on staring longingly into her eyes...
No!, Never!, I can't risk the chance by leaving her alone again, no, not anymore.. My heart bled, as I watch her lips slowly parting away.
She obviously wanted to speak, but I wasn't just going to let her to ruin my plan, before I even actually say it...
"I...
"I don't want to go to school today" I mumbled again, as I could feel my shaky hands slowly creeping up to hers, before it finally held it longingly.
Her hands placed on mine, I uncertainly held it, but still she just couldn't understand my fear, still her eyes spoke what I don't wanted, it spoke otherwise and I immediately realized she wasn't ever going to listen...
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"CHARLIE P.O.V"....
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I stood like a lost sheep in the school's compound, as I watch people keep on coming in.
They were everywhere, so many people, the place was messed up, everyone was everywhere, everyone except her...
My head was arching, my heart was heavy, as I searched through every hallway for her, but still she was nowhere to be found and I was bit by bit running mad.
She's not around me, I can't breath anymore, as I slowly feel my heart failing with every passing second I search and fail to see her...
"I would die if I don't see you, please" My heart cried out to me, it kept on failing, as I wiped the dripping sweat balls away from my face with my handkerchief, but never was that helping, not one bit, not at all...
"Pl.. please don't do this to me" I whispered to myself with all the burning fear in me, as I kept on fighting my vision from becoming wet with tears again, as my head still kept on spinning over and over again.
It has only been just hours, but I was already falling apart without her by my side...
I can't possibly leave without her...No, I just can't!. I yelled out to my racking head, but that helped nobody at all.
It changed nothing, as I could feel my vision getting blurrier and blurrier with every passing second, yet again, but still it was all useless...
Shedding tears?, I'd gain nothing by doing that, my mind racked again, as I could feel my body breaking down into a million pieces, This was torture....
She knew I'd look for her, so she ran, My mind mock me, as I could feel the teardrop falling off my eyes, Again.
"No!" I yelled, slamming the pathetic locker at my side with all the torture my heart was passing through right now, but yet again, all the pain I feel would change no damn thing, it'll change nothing at all....
"S..she's gone" I whispered to my beating heart, as I could feel my pathetic legs finally taking the lead, slowly turning around to just leave this damn place.
Everything about this school screams just one person...Her!.
I just can't stay here, I would never be able to bare it, else I'll die yet again.
My legs slowly turning round to leave, but my soul didn't want to, my heart finally beat once again, as I could feel my legs quickly stopping.
It spotted something, my eyes did, it stood at the other end of the hallway, raging all frustration and anger out on the books...
It was her....
My heart whispered to me, my heart finally started beating again....
"It was her"...