I woke up in the pitch black and screamed, Jackson quickly pulled me into his arms "Addy. It's okay baby." I realized where I was and maintained myself slowly. My anxiety slowly calmed down, I held onto him tightly as he rubbed my back; I looked up and started kissing his neck; he stopped me "Addison. You don't need to make anything up to me." I stopped "I want us to move forward." He sat up and moved over "We can but not like this. You need to allow yourself to work through the trauma. Sleeping with me isn't going to fix it."