Ever since Miriam told me that the werewolves were after me, I felt like a fattened cow awaiting to be slaughtered. I considered starving but I was not about to risk my health because of them.
There had been a lot of tension in the castle as the talks of a possibility of a traitor went around. I was in my room all say but somehow, the news always got to me.
I stayed in my room all day because I dreaded seeing Kai. He always humiliated me when he saw me.
I was also ashamed to admit that I thought of him when I gave myself pleasure in the bathroom. Other times I imagined it was Zeus' fingers when I remembered that day in the field.
Oh God, I was going crazy. But as long as it remained my little secret, I was good to go.
I was a woman with needs and I was going to satisfy them without shame. Just because I was a virgjn didn't mean I was green in other sectors that were pleasure related.
