Hey! I see you have come to see me...but I don't think I am in the right state to talk. I have to go and clear my mind now. Bye.

NoNoNo!! Don't tell me you fell for it. Didn't mean to bore you in the beginning already. I see your life isn't different from mine.

I wonder, when I convey to people "It's alright, It happens to me too." Does it comfort them or make it worse? I know from these two or three words the problems aren't going to disappear but I still wish that it consoles them, because it does leave both kinds of impact on me. I must be the type of person who tries hard to please people and comfort them. Even my surname shines bright - 'Sorin' (means Sun).

"Ami!! Amber Sorin!! what do you think you are doing? come down at this instance" Seriously, this family never let me be at peace.

"What now? Mother~~"

"Oh! don't make that frowny face in front of me. Why do you always have to leave me in such a dilemma? Who broke your father's car's rare mirror? Tell me quickly!"

"Mother O 'Mother!' these things are sure possession and obsessions of yours. Why do you have to get railed up because of small issues… like a rare mirror? I can get it fixed for you within seconds." Seeing her face I can easily conclude that my reply doesn't sound too pleasing to her. How am I supposed to accept that I broke it with PURE INTENTION? I am not a freak but I like it. I wish to torment him. I want to make him suffer even through a little thing like a rare mirror because I can't directly kill him. The fire of hatred for him within me is massive that, I just wish to punish him in this life. I am different killing~puff~~ is sure an easy punishment for anyone. I believe the corporal punishment used by the rulers was better, instead of death they give them living hell to the prisoners, begging and pleading with them- to take their lives away-- that sounds like real and perfect punishment to me.

"All this can be fixed through money, you just need a sum and things can be sorted within seconds:)"