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Chapter 2 - One Thought

Colin Manric, Someone who will do everything to win- Someone who will get obsessed with you. Someone who is nothing but a toxic type. In simple words, a red flag. Aside from this, he is a reliable friend. So... reliable... that sometimes, it just turns everything into chaos.

And me, Jae Hun- who is afraid of loud voices, lacks self-awareness and likes to be unbothered and mysterious. I like to hide my emotions because I am not good at expressing and even if I try, nothing goes my way. I avoid getting involved in a shitty situation because my hands are already full.

Why am I like this? I also wish to be like everyone carefree, who doesn't have to think much before showing her real emotions. I have good friends. They don't hide their true thoughts. I don't care what others say about us in the back because as long as they are good with me and the gang, there isn't a problem.

"Hey! Jae! Seriously, again ducking yourself in those corners. You sure are obsessed with those attic-like spaces but please next time hide somewhere easier to be found" Again he, why doesn't he just let me zone out for at least 4 hours?

"You know that- that doesn't make any sense."Yes, I like those places. I can hide well there. I don't want to be found but Erin always finds me. Why!?

"Stop thinking so, much you don't have that big brain. I just wanted to ask, have you seen Ami? She said- she'll be here by 4, but looks like she is going to be-- Wait! Were you writing something?! Hey~~ you never show us your work... please T-T, SHOW ME~ I'll not tell others~ just this time~ pretty pleaseee~~"

'Stop whining already. You know I am not good at it.'

'that will be decided by me not, you~' okay, you can read it but, it won't be easy to understand.

"Oh! Morticia, Looking prettier than ever I saw.

Even the silhouette of you is enchanting.

You take away all the terror and intimidating feelings of me.

You are sacred,

You are the veracity.

Oh! Morticia, Looking gracious from where I see.

Metamorphosis of every being,

The answer to every moral quandary,

Escape to every peril,

Determining a time of mortal is glory.

[Morticia (female) means death]"

@_@ 'You are good~~but this one sounds too depressing'