Every experience lived without accompanying reasons feels like a journey devoid of meaning. However, when the context reveals its true significance, the journey in the present and the future becomes fraught with challenges. Every journey always presents risks that must be faced. Unbeknownst, those risks can shatter the spirit of life. If one cannot bear that burden, they will ultimately be trapped in irrationality.
Everything Aidera has experienced so far has managed to touch the fringes of her sanity. The fatigue and disgust she continually endures, akin to consuming rotten fruit against her will. Initially, she did not feel that her psyche could be disturbed, especially since it was a problem tending towards the abstract. However, the encounter with Zeyn earlier this evening opened the eyes of this girl, even though there is still a side of her reluctant to accept reality. The more she denies, the more her mind is tossed into chaos.