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The dinner party continued until late that day.
Perhaps because there were two famous actresses, the service provided at the restaurant was endless, and surprisingly, the amount of alcohol these actresses drank was no joke.
I, who don't drink alcohol, diligently grilled the meat and moved it to a plate, and was busy refilling the empty wine glass while chit-chat with the occasional conversation.
"That director is real! I'm going to pull out all my beards someday!"
"Teacher too. But I heard that the director's hair is fake, is it really?"
"That's a wig, a wig."
The drunken mother seemed in a good mood. She accidentally bumped into her co-star Hwang Soo-ah and passed her glass.
Actress Hwang Soo-ah did not lose either. Even when she was drunk, she was still drowsy and didn't look disheveled.
I don't know if the alcohol is too strong compared to the weak body.
"Actor Hwang Soo-ah, aren't you drinking too much?"
I asked while pouring plum wine into the two glasses that were empty in an instant.
At the edge of the table, there was a long line of empty plum wine bottles the two actresses drank.
Is it possible to have so much alcohol in such a thin body?
Slowly I started to worry.
"Mr. Seonhoo… … ."
"yes?"
"… … It's too awkward to call. title. Are you doing this on purpose?"
Sua opens her eyes and asks.
"sorry. I honestly don't know what to call it."
"… … It's easy, you can do it... … ."
"Ah, yes. Then I'll call you Sua."
"Miss Sua… … . heh... … ."
Actress Hwang Soo-ah smiled and passed the glass over again. I involuntarily refilled my glass.
"Mr. Aren't women who drink too much?"
Actress Hwang Soo-ah drinks as soon as she fills the glass even after asking such a question.
Looking at this question, it seems unexpectedly that you like alcohol.
"It's because I'm more worried than that. I'm afraid I won't be able to find my way home."
I could take my mother even if she was a bit drunk, but Sua was in trouble.
I don't know if I brought the car, but I was anxious to send a proxy just because I was so drunk. That's why you can't just throw it in a taxi.
"after… At that time, Mr. Seonhoo will be there for you. Or should we go to sleep?"
"I have to go with my mother."
It was a dangerous statement that could be taken as sexual harassment if the sexes were reversed. I smiled bitterly and brushed away her words.
"… I'm sorry, Mr. For getting me involved in the wrong things."
"I am sorry. You don't have to listen to Su-ah too soon as her mother said."
"why?"
Even though she looked fine, she seemed to be drunk. She looked up at me at an angle and began to twitch her tongue.
"That's right, you can't suddenly do something like love, right?"
"after. Whoop whoop, whoop whoop."
Sua smiled as she held an empty glass of wine. Her smiling face looked much more human.
"Aren't you trying too hard, Mr. Seonhu, for saying that?"
"yes? me?"
She put her glass down, put her chin on her chin, and looked up at me. Somehow, his eyes were different from before.
"under… I really can't win. With that cruel expression."
"Resentment… … ."
"You think you didn't do anything? Does he mean that's what a player is? Ahaha. is it so. i lost Just like the teacher, I feel possessed by something."
"No, I… ."
Actress Hwang Soo-ah waved her hands and declared surrender. I don't know what the surrender is for.
"Mr. Shall we date?"
"Ah~ in the sense of the practice I mentioned earlier."
"I have a lot of money. There is also a building in Cheongdam. It has risen a lot and will continue to rise."
"Ah, yes. Congratulations."
"What does it mean to have a business relationship with me? all right."
Mr. Sua helped herself and tilted her glass again. It was clear he was drunk.
It looked fine until just a moment ago, but the person changed in an instant, as if a switch had been pressed.
When I looked at my mother asking for help, she was looking at the two of us with kind eyes. Was there anything that would make you happy in this situation?
"Mr. Sua. You look like you're very drunk, so stop getting up. Mom too."
"Mr.
Actress Hwang Soo-ah grabbed my hand as I tried to stand up first. His grip was strong for his small hand size.
The eyes looking up at me were shaking.
I was about to get up, but I had to sit down again.
"all right. Are you saying don't be serious?"
"yes?"
"Then what shall I do? There will be no conditions whatsoever."
I still couldn't follow the flow of the story.
My mother intervened instead of me, who was taken aback.
"It depends on how much we meet each other and how many times we meet each month. Isn't that what a spawn contract is like?"
"Spawn?"
"sponsor… … Because I don't know that well."
Sua Hwang's expression softened at her mother's words.
A sponsor is what I think it is? Instead of paying money to become a sponsor, you meet me?
"Am I paying to meet Sua?"
"What are you talking about? I'll give it to you. To Mr. Seonhu."
"no. wait for a sec. I think you misunderstood, but I'm not like that."
"yes. i know. You must be. This is then called the lesson fee. Once a week, 2 million per meeting. Would that be enough?"
"Mr. Sua."
I don't know English. Are you paying to meet me?
Even if you believe and follow your mother's words, do you usually go this far?
Besides, the amount is too large. Maybe it's because I made so much money that my economic conception was broken.
"I'll talk about money first, next time I'm sober. I'm too drunk today, so stop getting up."
"Is it because it's not enough? If that's the case... … ."
"Oh really! It's okay, let's get up quickly! Don't even laugh, Mom!"
I forcibly raised Sua, who was getting more and more broken. And her mother was laughing her belly button down as she looked at us at what was so funny.
under… … . I didn't come here for this. really.
First night out that isn't romantic
I was worried about how to get the drunken Sua Hwang home, but the problem was surprisingly easily solved.
"Your house is right next door?"
Sua's house was next door to the same apartment building.
There must have been a reason why the meeting place was chosen as a nearby restaurant.
"oh. Didn't I tell you?"
"Don't get me wrong. I didn't move because of Seonhoo."
"ha… … ."
It wasn't normal to go after two drunken women. Even if she was a famous actress, a drunkard was a drunkard.
I was able to put the two of them in the car and drive home after a battle. Let's omit the story of the tearful struggle for the sake of the image of the person concerned.
"Then I'll take Sua home first and come back, so mom waits in the car for a while."
Having barely reached the parking lot of the apartment, I tried to take Sua home first.
But while helping Sua in the front passenger seat, her mother, who was riding in the back seat, got out of the car and staggered toward the elevator.
"Mom can go alone. Afterwards, talk to the young people amicably."
"mom!"
No matter how quick it was to get home from the parking lot, I couldn't leave my drunk mother alone. I had no choice but to put Sua back in her seat and go after her mother.
"I'm sorry, Sua. I'll take mom first and then come. Please wait in the car for a bit."
"Oh ho ho. Mother, take a look."
As a bonus, the title that Sua calls her mother has become a mother from a teacher before she knows it. She stopped thinking deeply because the thought of the meaning scared her.
I got on the elevator after chasing my mother who got into the elevator first. Her mother, dazed by her drunkenness, looked at me and widened her eyes.
"Oh my goodness? After all, why are you here? What about Sua?"
"My mother came out alone and followed me. Sua is in the car."
"no. If you leave the girl alone. Mom can go alone."
"it's okay. To me, my mother is more important than Sua."
My mother said she could walk alone and tried to tear me away from her support. Of course, I had no intention of giving up.
"My son, it's a big deal still looking for his mother. Thank you for thinking of me, but aren't you old enough to be independent from your mother now?"
A mother who secretly rejects me. I guess my mother was thinking of taking me away.
Was she trying to attach that woman to me instead? There is no such thing as a woman who can take the place of a mother.
Of course, the mother must have made the decision after much consideration, but she couldn't help it that her stomach was secretly twisted.
"I don't know what my mom thinks, but I won't be far from her."
"Seonhu."
My mother scolds me for talking in a pouty tone.
Pretending to support my drunken mother, I wrapped my arms around her waist and pulled her into my arms.
A mother about to fall in surprise. But I hugged her tighter so she couldn't escape.
My mother, who raised me to where I was when I couldn't do anything on my own. It is no exaggeration to say that I grew up in her mother's arms.
But now the situation was reversed, and my mother was in my arms.
The mother's body temperature transmitted through the clothes is hot. The emotions she had endured all day surged uncontrollably.
Only the sound of the elevator operating was echoing in the enclosed space. Neither I nor my mother said anything.
Soon the elevator stopped at our floor.
"Kyaa."
I just hugged my mother.
And then I went home with my mother in my arms.
It seems like something like this happened a while ago.
However, if there is something different from then, it is that now I have crossed a lot of lines with my mother.
… … Is your mother regretting it?
Why is my mother looking at me with such uneasy eyes?
It was a step forward. With one last step left, Mom hit me against the wall.
I know that there must have been a lot of worries within the mother. There must have been so many worries that it was incomparable to me, who just followed my sexual desire.
I got home and went to my mother's room. Lay her mother on the bed as it is.
A composition was created in which the mother lying on the bed naturally and I attacked the mother from above.
The slightly reddened skin from drunkenness, the anxiously swaying eyes, and the warmly heated breath seduce me.
There is no one in the house now.
If I put my mind to it, I will be able to take the last step even if I am forced to.
I was sure that my mother wouldn't resist that much either.
"Seonhu. I can't do this... … ."
How would I look in my mother's eyes now?
Could it be that you are distorted by desire?
Wouldn't it look like a beast?
I don't want my mother to look ugly.
"I love you, Mom."
My mother's eyes, which were shaking with anxiety, widened at my confession.
"I don't want to make my mother sad. But she can't give up. So I'll wait until her mother approves."
"Seonhu-ya… … ."
I hope you have conveyed what I mean.
I kissed my mother on the cheek and fell out of bed.
"Mom is resting. I'll even bring Su-ah back."
"… … ."
I left the room with only those words.
"Whoa… … ."
Coming out the door, I sighed deeply as I pressed my chest to calm my racing heart.
My feelings were complicated as I rode the elevator down alone.
I don't know if this was the best. If you are a man, there may be times when you have to force yourself to take a step.
But if I did that, I'm sure it would have hurt my mother. I will become the younger son who repays the kindness he raised with his enemies.
That's not what I want. It may be an empty dream, but I want everyone in my family to be happy.
especially mom.
So I'm going to wait until my mom's mind is sorted out.
What if you don't allow it to the end? So how long do you have to wait?
"Mr. Sua. sorry. to make you wait."
When I returned to the underground parking lot, Sua was quietly sleeping in the back seat of the car.
Perhaps because of the alcohol, Sua fell asleep too deeply. I didn't even think about waking up.
"Mr. Sua. Wake up for a second. Can you lift it up?"
Called several times, but there was no response.
I took the elevator next door, carrying the completely sprawled Sua on my back. It was fortunate that I had received the card key in advance.
"eww… … Mr. after... … ."
"Mr. Sua. Calm down."
While going up in the elevator, Sua came to her senses. No, he wasn't enough to say he came to his senses. Because he was barely able to communicate.
"Mr. … You seem to be on good terms with your mother?"
"yes? Ah yes. thats what... … I think it's much better than between the hats."
"… … After, after. I can't, me. I didn't know I was such a simple girl. I never thought I'd be able to do as I said from the first day I heard the story... … . Besides, being jealous of your mother."
Sua's arm wrapped around my neck tightened.
I couldn't boast enough about my love for my mother, but I kept my mouth shut. If there are any strange rumors in the entertainment industry, it will be a nuisance to my mother.
"Didn't Sua's house say number 703?"
When she got off the 7th floor, Sua suddenly started to struggle.
"Ugh… … just drop me I can go alone... … ."
"What are you talking about? Being drunk like that."
"Just drop me off at the front door. I'll come in when I wake up... … ."
"What kind of nonsense."
However, after being stubborn for a while, Sua fell asleep again like a doll whose batteries ran out.
Apparently Sua doesn't want to bring me into the house. As expected, he would be reluctant to bring a man he met for the first time into the house.
But that doesn't mean you can't just leave it in the hallway like you said.
"sorry. Mr. Sua. I swear I won't do anything, so please allow me."
When I went to room 703 and put the card key on the door lock, the door opened.
I stepped into the front door with Sua on my back.
"under. under?"
I was speechless when I saw the scenery of the house reflected under the automatically turned on lights.
There was an apartment with no common interior furniture, just as it looked at first.
There were only a few large cardboard boxes stacked in each room.
It could hardly be seen as an inhabited house.
"… … Let's start by finding the bedroom."
I decided to put down the burden I was carrying on my back first.
But even if you search all the rooms in the house, you can't find a bed.
"… … Could it be that you are here?"
The smallest of the 6 rooms.
There was a shabby pink blanket on the floor in the only room with curtains.
It was a retro duvet that I could believe even though I had been using it since I was in middle school.
Contextually, this is probably the bedroom. I put Sua on the shabby blanket and supported her head with an equally shabby pillow.
Then I took off my coat and hung it on a hanger. I swear I didn't touch anything else.
I should have done this. I think I've done everything I was supposed to do.
But when I looked around the house, for some reason, I couldn't get out of my way.
What kind of house is this?
It was the first time I had ever seen such a desolate house with nothing.
Does it make sense that there is no TV or PC in the famous actor's house? At least there was a refrigerator running in the kitchen, but the contents were only a bottle of bottled water that I don't know how long it had been there.
To think that an actress who only looked so glamorous on TV actually lives a poor life like this. What does the alternative agency or manager do? Can we manage our actors like this?
Living in such an unhealthy environment, I thought that there was no way I could do anything right, be it acting.
I slumped down on the spot. And I turned on my smartphone and searched for Hwang Su-ah.
Suah Hwang. 25 years old. Korean actress.
And the empty family section under it was especially conspicuous.
"ha… … ."
I turned off my smartphone and lay down on my bed.
What do we do. To be honest, my steps didn't go down at this rate.
If you didn't know, you wouldn't know, wouldn't it be wrong to pretend you didn't know even though you knew? She also got some meat and ate it.
I rubbed the floor with the palm of my hand in a feeling of awkwardness. Then, the dust that I don't know how long it has accumulated on my palm came out.
"This… … I need to start cleaning."
I hit my phone again and texted my mom.
"mom. I think I'll be a little late today. Don't wait, go to bed first."
I guess tonight will be a long night.