Today my older sister had a competition and left early in the morning on a plane.
For the next four days, no sister is at home.
Of course, that doesn't mean I'm completely free from my sister... … .
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[Jin So-young's sister]: Hey
[Jin So-young's sister]: Jin Seon-hoo
[Jin So-young's sister]: Jin Seon-hoo
[Jin So-young's sister] : You don't answer?
[Sister Jin So-young] : What are you doing?
[Me] : Yes
[Jin So-young's sister]: What are you doing?
[Me]: I'm watching TV
[Me] : (Emoji watching TV)
[Jin So-young's sister] : When are you going to do it?
[Me] : Yes
[Me]: I'll just look at this
[Jin So-young's sister] : Do it right
[Jin So-yeong noona] : Take a picture and send it
[Me]: A photo??
[Me]: No sister
[Jin So-young's sister]: What
[Me]: You shouldn't leave pictures like this
[Me] : (Crying emoticon)
[Jin So-young's sister]: Say it
[Jin So-young's sister]: Jin Seon-hoo
[Jin So-young's sister] : Won't you listen to her?
[Jin So-young's sister]: Hey
[Jin So-young's sister]: Yaya
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"ha… … ."
Sitting on the sofa in the living room and texting with my sister, I couldn't hold back the sigh that leaked out.
How can I convince my sister?
In fact, the text message I'm sending right now is a bit dangerous.
It was obvious that if it was leaked, the image of my sister would be greatly damaged.
In this day and age, it is not uncommon for celebrities to suffer from leaks of private conversations, photos, and videos.
My family is all famous, so I tend to pay special attention to those things.
Because I don't want my family to suffer because of me.
But doesn't the older sister, who is the person involved, not know that she is a celebrity?
Please be careful.
Even if conversations are unavoidable there, photos are really bad.
Even if the conversation is leaked, it can be glossed over somehow.
However, it is because there is no way if the sending of a strange picture spreads.
Even while I was thinking about it, the text in the chat window was still being added.
Because of my sister's personality, pretending not to know won't solve the problem.
Just as I was about to write something down and reply, the phone rang.
The caller was my sister.
"ah. sister."
『Hey, Jin Seon-hu. Why don't you reply?』
My sister had a very angry voice.
It is dangerous to rebel against an angry older sister.
But this was an issue that could not be compromised.
"No, noona, real photos are not allowed."
『What's wrong? If my sister does it, I will do it."
"Not really. What would you do if someone saw it?"
"Are you afraid of that?"
"I don't mind, but I don't want my sister getting hurt."
At my words, my sister was silent for a long time.
Did my sister finally find out?
『… … tooth. okay. Instead, don't pass it over just because you haven't seen it, do it right!"
"huh."
thank god. It seems that my sister finally understood.
"and! I'm determined when the competition is over! I'll collect them and do it all at once!"
"huh?"
… … ?
What do you collect and do at once?
But my sister hung up before I could ask anything.
Noona's speciality is to just say what she has to say and hang up the phone.
Even if it's me, I wouldn't do that to other people.
I'm a little worried about whether my older sister is living a proper social life.
[Me] : My sister, do well in the competition and come! (Emoji playing golf)
[Me] : Fighting! (Cheering emoticon)
I left a text message saying hello that I couldn't make over the phone.
Of course, no answer came back... … .
As I was sending a message to my sister, my mom came and sat down next to the sofa.
"Who were you talking to? Are you a girlfriend?"
"… … There's no such thing as a girlfriend. Sister, sister."
My mom is always busy, but she is taking a short break after filming a recent drama.
My older sister competes, smile shoots.
So now it's just me and my mom at home.
"It is strange. Why don't you have a girlfriend? Girls these days don't have eyes to see."
Mom said it was really strange.
Even the hedgehog said my child was cute.
"The only person who thinks that way is Mom."
My mother is as special as my sister, but when I look at it like this, I don't think I'm different from normal mothers on the inside.
"okay? Mom, if she had a man like Seonhu, she would have confessed right away."
Mom puts her arms around my arms and leans her head.
My mother also says this, but if I had met with a stranger, I would have thought of it as a stone on the side of the road.
In the first place, when my mother was young, she was so pretty that she could choose any number of men. Of course, she is still a great beauty.
"Then have you ever had a girlfriend before?"
"Why are you curious about that?"
"It is natural for a mother to be curious about her son's girlfriend. She might later become a daughter-in-law."
A mother whose eyes twinkle at her son's love affair.
Of course, I don't have such a big story to talk about.
"… … there was once before When I was in high school."
"really? Why didn't you tell Mom?"
At my words, my mother is startled and reproaches me. Is this such a surprise?
"They just dated for a while and then broke up. I had nothing to say."
It really is. The dating period with her really only lasted a few days.
After hearing that, my mother rebuked me with a rather serious expression.
"Love is an experience. Even though you are over 20 years old, if you don't properly date, you may not be able to do it later even if you want to. Do you have any good friends in college?"
"doesn't exist. I don't even want to be in love... … ."
"no! Aren't you going to show me your grandson?"
grandson Does her mother already want to be her grandmother?
It's love anyway... … . I don't know if I can do something like dating.
I have mental problems that may be the effects of the abuse I received as a child.
I don't feel it myself, but it must be because the doctor is like that.
My family understands me like this, but I don't think anyone else will understand.
It was the same with a girlfriend I dated once before.
I was fine on the outside, so we were able to get along, but I was told to break up soon after we started dating.
For me, there was nothing to pinpoint.
But that's what mental illness is all about. Because only you don't know
I am harming others without even knowing it.
"Sorry, Mom. I don't know what girls think, I don't know how to treat them. I'm honestly scared. That you're dating someone."
I spoke frankly.
If you skip it, you will hear the same story over and over again in the future because of your mother's personality.
I'm sorry to my mother, but I thought it would be better to say no to what's wrong than to make me have false expectations.
But my mother's reaction to my story was completely different from what I expected.
"I know you are scared because you haven't been dating properly. It's okay to fail when you're young, but when you grow up, you become afraid of failure. A lot to lose. But that doesn't mean you have to give up on her relationship itself."
Mom held my hand tightly.
"Didn't your mother say she would help? You shouldn't fail against a girl you like, but it's okay to fail against your mother, right? Her mother will be her love practice partner."
Her face heats up from her mother's warm body temperature and sincere eyes.
After the last incident with my mom, I tried to keep my distance from her if possible.
It's because of the guilt that I used my mother's heart to satisfy my desires.
But this time, my mother came to me first.
"mom… … ."
"Now, dating starts from holding hands like this."
My mother said that and raised her hand to me.
As if trying to evoke the atmosphere of being too serious, Mom smiled brightly on purpose.
Of course, I also like the relaxed atmosphere.
So I decided to match the atmosphere created by my mother.
"What do you think it would be like if someone you didn't know or didn't like before suddenly held hands?"
"I hate that."
The mother talked softly, as if teaching a child how to run errands.
"okay. Before holding hands, you must first get to know the other person. Of course, you shouldn't grab someone out of the blue just because you've become close, and you have to pay close attention to the atmosphere at that time. Then, when the mood is good, I catch it carefully. Just like mom did."
"huh. I think I know."
"If the other person doesn't hate you when you hold hands, the first barrier is cleared. Even if you confess now, the probability of success will be high."
I see Then should I confess now?
I nodded and confessed to my mother.
"mom. love you."
"… !? He's! You're not talking about confessing to your mother!"
Mom was embarrassed and scolded me. For some reason she was blushing in her face too.
I just said something that was too obvious for me. what was the problem
"But if you don't practice confessing, you might fail, right?"
When I said that, Mom nodded as if she had finally calmed down.
"Yeah, that's right. it was practice It was so sudden that even my mother was a bit surprised. Shall we try again then?"
I got permission this time, so it should be fine.
I took a deep breath and confessed to my mother once again.
"mom. love you. I've always liked it since I was little. Would you like to go out with me?"
"… … good. pass. It's okay, but it was nice to feel the sincerity."
thank god. Confessing with sincerity.
If I had been rejected, I might have been frustrated.
"Then what next?"
"next… … kiss?"
is it. You confessed successfully, so now you can kiss.
I had kissed my mother a few days ago, so there was no reason to hesitate.
side.
I closed my eyes and put my lips lightly on my mother's lips.
Her lips were soft and elastic. She also smelled pleasant.
The act of simply kissing the lips.
However, I felt so happy that I thought I would like to do this forever.
And it seems I wasn't the only one who felt that way.
"Seonhu-ya… … ."
When I opened my eyes after a short kiss, my mom was looking at me with a happy smile.
"Mom will teach you the real kiss."