Lily coughs violently as she struggles to contain her emotions. Running forward, Lily trips over her feet as she reaches out. Reaches out to the darkness as her stomach lurches.
The child Lilith, the way she was looking into her eyes. Clinging to her with a depth of hope that Lily has never felt. She only felt a sense of protection and freedom by looking into the child's eyes.
Lily felt free of all her worries that she was making a mistake. She knew in her heart that she was ready to give up everything. Ready to face any challenge she needed to.
She was prepared to give up everything she had clung to in her life to give up her sanity for the child. The child devolved into a sickening grotesque damaged heart that was bleeding.