After hearing the word reincarnating for a while there was complete silence in the room. I felt lonely after the voice stopped as it was giving me some form of company even though i thought it was my enemy as it tried its f*cking best to erase my memories. It wanted me to be like the other souls i had seen , completely lifeless.
I was organizing my thoughts and trying my best to figure out what the voice ment by reincarnating. I thought the possibility of meeting my parents but completely erased that thought as my memories of them were negligible. Those memory wiping ants were one of the cause but not entirely because my parents left me on hostel and with my maternal grandparents more to earn money. I had like zero regrets on not being able to remember my parents. My only regrets was not being able to see my grandparents for the last time.
My thoughts were going haywire. I was thinking a lot of things at the same time and i found some abnormalities in me. I felt my vision getting clearer. My pupils adjusted more faster and my capacity to process thoughts were obviously increased. If i had this much thoughts previously, i would start to have mild headaches. Now the headaches were nowhere. I thought for a while and concluded that this might be the changes in composition the voice caused in me.
The changes made me feel good. I still could not move my whole body but i could now slightly move my body. Now i could also feel my muscles but only slightly. I now could see the room i was in. The room was fully golden and small balls of bright blue light were floating around me. The previous bright light was caused by my inability to see the balls of blue light. I was intrigued by the blue and started brething in the blue light.
The moment blue light entered my nose , i felt like i was high. Not any simple high but the best high i ever had .... not that i remember all the drugs i did and all the high i have been. I could not describe the feeling of blue light entering my nose.
A long time had passed after the voice last said reincarnating and disappeared. Approximately ten hours might have passed and during this time i sucked the blue light more and more. The more blue light i sucked the less high i felt. So to continue the high i frantically sucked more and more.
After a long time, i stopped having any sense of time. A day might have passed, a week might have passed or even a month could have passed. I didn't know.
Suddenly the blue light balls stopped moving and dissappered. All the blue light balls were gone just like that. After the disappearing of blue light, i felt my vision going darker and darker.
I was afraid as i could gradually see less and less. After a hour of this experience my vision completely blacked out and i lost control of my whole body.