From the Servants around me who are preparing me for the night I am gonna stay with the Alpha, I got to know, Karina is unable to conceive. Because of her mate, the Alpha from another clan was disappointed and rejected her harshly on the night of wedding with Alexander.
The doctor said the pain was unable for her to endure and she is weak and can't get pregnant. Alpha Alexander swore that he will never leave her even if he doesn't have a heir but the elders force him. I wonder what is going to happen with me from now on. But in those years ,They exactly didn't know the cause of her not able to get pregnant, but recently one foreign doctor exclaimed that it is a side effect for being rejected by her Alpha.
However, One thing I can't understand if she can't get pregnant because of rejection. How did they end up thinking about me that I can give them a heir? Because of his rejection, my Wolf has disappeared and I can't transform myself..
When I was in thoughts, one of servants places a crown on my head. I look at the mirror. Seeing the crown on my head make my heart break into pieces. I never wanted to wear it. Not even in my dream.
The crown represents the concubine with no title or any respect. The concubine who doesn't have any favor from the Alpha or someone who is abandoned by her husband after having another wife.
I didn't want to be the concubine. In those eight years, I even planned not to see him but today, I become his concubine who he never acknowledges.
" Is she ready?" I snapped out of my thoughts once again after hearing from the Luna. The person I despise more but never intend to let her know. Not because she stole my Alpha but for hurting me , acting like a white lotus but a vicious woman inside.
" Yes, Luna! She is ready" the servant excuses herself after Luna enters. She comes towards me, touches the crown and smirks at me. " The crown suits you best. Alpha, by himself, chose the crown for you!" She slightly grips my shoulder. Should I say she clutches it what causes an intense pain in my joint. She is a pure blood Alpha female, seeing her I somehow can't believe that she is weak or something is wrong to her.
" Don't hope up, you are nothing but a breeder of the heir. And Alpha already rejected you. He marked me and I am pretty sure he doesn't want you as well " She smirks mentioning it..
Even though I am getting hurt from her every single word, but I can see how insecure she is that she is reminding me that she is the one who is inside of his Heart. I don't care about it though. The pain I am going through is nothing new that I will cry. I am used to with this. But she doesn't have the strong faith in the love Alpha has for her. It's confirmed.
" It's okay. Luna! You don't need to feel insecure. I have no intention to stay here after giving birth. It's my pleasure that I am still useful for him when he needs someone to keep his bloodline. Isn't it every girl's dream?"
I said calmly and with a smile on my face. But I am enjoying how she is looking angry and furious. Well. I don't want to use her weakness to hurt her but somewhere, in my heart, I can get a hunch that she is not what everyone says. There has something she is hiding.
" Well said! I can understand that you mean. I know I can't give birth. I know it's my fault that you were rejected by Alpha because of me. I am sorry Laura but don't say that I can't be the Mom of the child. I really want to be the mother of Alpha's child" What nonsense is she spouting? Why is she start crying out of nowhere? I never said that I am not. Before I can understand what's going on, I feel a strong pressure once again on my shoulder. Someone pulls me and before I could realize something, A sharp slap on my face resounded the entire room..
" How dare you make my Luna cry? Who gave you the right to hurt her? And children? I haven't slept with you yet. Already thinking about being mother of my child? You will give birth of them but don't dream of becoming their mother" Alex's voice is echoing my head and mind. The Slap he gave me is really harsh that my weak body felt the vibration. I look at him with wide open eyes. I don't know what happened just now. But clearly understand that she knew He would be here soon..
" Servant! Take her to her room. She is not allowed to go to my bedroom. Only my Luna has the right to go there" Saying and giving me a death glare, he holds Karina's hand and walks towards the door. Karina looks back, a smirk on her face. Surely enough to remind me, she will make my life hell until she gets satisfied..