His eyes are all on his Luna even after I am standing right in front of them. The formal Alpha and Luna, parents of Alexander came earlier to do finish the ritual of having grandkids as soon as possible. They excuse us but on the meantime, Karina enters the room crying..
" I can't take it, Alex. I am feeling like dying that I am sharing you with someone. What should I do? My heart hurts " Karina wails throwing herself on Alex. She has no intention to let him go. I, meanwhile, am sitting on the bed, watching their drama. One thing only I can pray for that, to end the night as soon as possible.
" Don't cry. Karina. No matter what, I only love you. I have told you that after tonight, I will not touch her once again. Today is my rut, but I will stay with you rest of my days. We can't go against the elders "
Alex's eyes and voice is soft as cotton. He is deliberately trying to make her understand that he will never leave him. This is what he said in front of the entire clan when he found out I was his mate. He didn't mind to reject me to go to her.
" Then promise me, you won't love him. Just today. Only tonight until we confirm the pregnancy " she Sobs on his chest, completing ignoring me that They are in front of me.
A female Beta enters and takes Karina away from the room. Now we are all alone but I am more bored than being nervous. Maybe the butterfly I used to feel for him has disappeared. He grew up like a Greek God handsomeness, Even in the dress of marriage ritual, he looks more well-defined. Sadly, he isn't mine. His eyes even look at me with disgust. I can feel that.
" I am not going to forgive you for hurting my Luna's heart by saying that she can't get pregnant" Alex suddenly broke the silence with his damn cold voice. He looks so angry that I can feel the pressure on my throat.
" I didn't say anything to her. She lied!" I tried to defend myself. Not realizing that I have said that to wrong person..
As I responded, he grits his teeth, his eyes turned slightly red because his Wolf is angry with me. How ironic! His wolf has accepted Karina as his mate. Even though, his wolf wanted to connect my Wolf when she disappeared.
" Don't dare to talk bad about her. I know you are same disgusting as you were back then. Only knows how to live up with lies and breaking someone's heart!" .
He grabs my neck, pressing me on the bed, as he will tear me up. The aggressiveness is really hard to control when a Wolf gets angry. Right now, all he can think about his wife. I guess.
" I promised her that I will never make her cry . But today she is crying all day long. Because of you, she turned out like this" he blames me? How cruel is he? He is blaming for his wife's disability to get pregnant.
" She. She deserves it. I hate you two. " I said outrageously. No matter what, They destroyed my life. They're using me once again. Why did I do wrong? Was it my fault if I am the chosen one for
him.
" What did you say? How dare you talking back to Alpha" He growls literally. Releasing his pheromones what was bitter and suffocating. I am unable to take breathe when he grips more and holds my body little up. In front of him, without my Wolf, I am like a mosquito who can't even bite to defend myself.
His sharp red eyes is fierce and piercing though my heart. It looks so horrifying that I can't feel my body. In front of his eyes, I have lost all of my strength to move. He slowly gets close to him, his eyes are still red. Sniffing around my neck. On the meantime, I realized, his rut started.. No wonder, his eyes moisten little..
" Smell good. Strip now!" The body of mine shivers in his commanding voice. The arousing scent he is releasing is making my body shivers and moving on its own. For the first time, In my life, I smell something so pleasurable and sweet that, I couldn't help myself to stop getting close to him while sliding down my wedding gown..
I let him do whatever he wants but I want to kiss him. This is what my heart desperate to get. But As soon as I get close to his lips. He moves his face away.
" No one can kiss me except my Luna."
The only sentence helped me to come back to my sense. I realize that I am still that weak girl who wants to be loved by this name who never acknowledged me for once.
" It doesn't matter.. I won't die if I don't get your kiss" I replied emotionlessly. What's the point of keep loving this man who doesn't love me at all?
After hearing my reply, he looks more pissed for sure, his touches are rough and painful. It's my first time but he didn't even care about my situation. He has done everything on his own way.
After ending the painful session, he lays down by my side. My eyes are still on the chandelier hanging on the ceiling. I can't move but the painful sensation all over my body is killing me. From my earlobe to toe, All I can feel burning hot. " I am sure it was a knot! You will be pregnant if you stay careful. So don't disappoint me. The fast you will great pregnant, the earlier you can be free."
He leaves the with his dress, leaving me alone in the cold room. I have no strength to get the blanket and covers myself in this cold weather. As like I am just a toy, he used it as left without Caring. How did I end up like this? All I wanted to love him, I have learned everything to be a perfectionist for him but he is the one who is destroying me again and again..