Gustav took a deep breath. He should stop thinking about David. This boy was his muse, his inspiration, nothing more. And he couldn't be anything more for David's own sake. Because he, because Gustav...
He shook his head to chase the unpleasant thoughts away. David was right, Gustav should not wallow in the memories of his suffering. He didn't even want to remember the name of the man who had hurt him and had managed to put his face out of his mind, so why should he leave his entire life in the bitterness he had caused? David was right and Gustav should free himself from the past, but it really wasn't easy. A wound inflicted by a loved one hurt. A wound inflicted by someone he trusted....
