Ella's teaching helped me quite a bit in my studies, and I learned a lot from her in each of her teachings. Because of her, I discovered a lot by learning from her and at school, like this world is similar to the earth but this world has its origin in fantasy.
If the origin of this world is fantasy, I'm sure there is a reason why I regressed to this body, and why I was reincarnated many times, but I know this world is fantasy, so it means that I came to this world for a reason, not because to the magic that brought me to this world, I just felt something strange in this world as if it was calling me or sent me to find out the hidden secret in this world.
But even though I have discovered things, my knowledge in this world is still lacking so I have to continue because I just experienced it again or it seems like I have already experienced it but I really want to do it again discovering the secret and learning knowledge, and I feel lighter every time I look at Ella's beautiful face, she is like a light that gives energy to the people around her.
Ella and her siblings don't fully trust me, I know that because who would immediately trust a person who you don't know the real plan behind the good show, but I can't blame them because of the bad things they experienced .
I hired them as a maid because my mother could not scold me because it was deafening every time she scolded me, and I did not know the story of Ella's life. Right now I have to continue studying because I have an exam and I look like I'm top 1 so if I fail I'm sure they will be suspicious or wonder why I failed all of a sudden...
After five hours of studying I didn't realize I fell asleep, it was dark inside my room and all the lamps were off and the windows were also closed, I didn't seem to have missed dinner yet, so I put my things away and stood up to get a handkerchief to wipe the saliva that dripped on my cheek and on the table that was also wet. I heard my stomach grumble with hunger so I approached the door to go out to eat and as I was about to open it, my whole body suddenly trembled at the presence I felt, it was fast and gradually coming closer to me, the nervousness I felt inside me and my whole body trembled with fear, I immediately turned behind me.
A sharp dagger was pointed at my neck and I could feel that it would surely kill me the moment I moved.
"Can you explain the girl you took?" I could feel the heat of his breath on my neck but this person seems to know me and he asked directly instead of teasing me first, so all I can do is answer directly to convince this person without them wondering why it's so strange my behavior or attitude.
"What's the reason why you're here?" I still felt a presence even though the other one had already appeared, I was in a dangerous situation when I made a wrong answer or acted wrongly, my head would surely fly off in no time.
The presence behind us slowly approached but he didn't pay attention to it and suddenly the person who was pointing the dagger at my neck jumped out with a sharp blow to the stomach and luckily I moved immediately to avoid it without slashing my neck. I looked behind me and saw two human figures, one of them was standing looking at it's victim who was lying on the floor suffering from the pain it had gotten.
"Damn it!! the punch you made hurt-"
"You idiot, you're joking too much, you think I won't be annoyed by the nonsense you're doing!" they both have loud voices but I feel like any loud voice or noise inside my room will never be heard outside. "It's Third Order's fault he made me jealous of that girl!" The three of us seem to be close to each other but I still need to calm down and adjust my outward behavior so that I don't act strangely.
One was a man's voice and the other was a woman's voice saying the pain she got from the blow, I sat with my legs crossed.
"Now can you tell me the reason why you are here" I said looking at the two of them.
"We are here to say that all the people we ordered were sloppy to kill your parents and I think someone knows your plan so he is stopping it" my body trembled a lot and suddenly I sweat when he said that so I backed away a little because I heard my heart beating so nervously, they came closer so that the moonlight could shine on them both and I could admire their beautiful faces. They almost looked alike or they were twins when I saw their appearance, hair the same color as the moon and blue eyes as if they were the personification of the moon. They were wearing black cloaks, they both knelt down and bowed in front of me which surprised me and made me lose my nervousness.
I took a deep breath when I recovered from my nervousness and wiped the handkerchief in my pocket from my sweat, I stood up and turned my gaze to the window where the moonlight was shining through.
"I know, but sometimes there are things you can't do- but don't take it bad and think I'm belittling you, I mean we're only human we also make mistakes because we're not gods or any powerful beings but I hope we don't have to repeat the wrong that has already been done"
"Stand up and tell me what's going on with the other Orders" they stood up and nodded when they suddenly disappeared like a shadow and went out the window, I stood up to close it when suddenly the door opened and Ella was calling me to have dinner, followed I was with him while my mind was wondering how I could fix this problem that I had created. It happened that the lie I reasoned with my father was true, and when we went down the stairs, I went to the dining table and saw the girl who canceled the engagement with her parents. Fuck this!! A lot of things happened and i need to deal with this too.