A loud knock noise in my door that startle me a little, but Rosewood's underling seems didn't notice my reaction as he disappears. I take a heavy sigh then open the door and it's my sister waiting for me to open the door, she is warm smiling as she greets me. How can someone put in their face's a warm smile behind of their sinister plan and wicked attitude. My sister leads the way as I follow behind her in beautiful color red bustle gown, a little bulge in back of her dress around her back hips.
They are all sitting and already eating. I sit next to my sister as she warmly smiles at me again while cutting a steak in her plate, I cut my own stake and eat with salad. People may see us eating together is blissful family but in reality, no one say a word to break the ice in full of silence in diner room.
after finishing my meal, I leave immediately without saying anything to them I need to rest for such a long day utterly wasting my time. I awaken by cheerful yet annoying chirping sounds of birds, it is so loud as if there's a tree to be nested by birds near in my window to hear all those bloody hell chirping noise! I rub my eyes as I open them, but my guess is somewhat accurate a little however it is surprisingly a lot of pigeons were in my room as well in my bed. The window is fully open as if someone opened it and let the bird came through inside. I stood up and saw a breadcrumbs in floor which made the pigeons attract to it, I think it thoroughly think what reason or meaning of this because I'm completely know basic thing about however this sign for me is someone is there are people watching my every move.
I pick the crumbs and throw it outside the window and all of pigeon flew outside to follow it. I lock the window carefully for in case something like this might happen again. My stomach grumbles in hunger so I quickly fold my blanket and bed's sheet, I had this hobbit growing up in Asian family household. Every morning my actual mother scolding me whenever I left my bed messy. I am fed of her deafening scolds, so I started to fold my bed sheets and blanket every morning to avoid a loud voice of my mother.
I open the door as I finish folding my bed sheets. I walk down in corridor but as soon as I leave my chamber my whole-body stop moving, I felt a cold chill through my spine then my nape is burning in hot, and it crawl to whole my body. I am heavily sweating, and I can't open my mouth to shout for help. Someone shoots a paralyzing needle in my nape where the burning heat starts from, I fall down in ground for out balancing myself. I shout desperately for help even I can't open my mouth, but no matter how loud it is no one heed my call asking for help, I shout again and again until I wonder why no one is coming to help me. Is there any party they attended to? then where are all the maids, where is Ella? Bloody hell is there any person besides me in this mansion? Wait Rosewood's underling.
"You bastard give me the antidote or else-" I'm interrupted when I hear footsteps behind me, my whole body is stiff lying-in ground horizontally in corridor. I can't slide or turn my head to look at behind me, each steps becomes loud it is walking close to me. It passes me however it didn't step me, this person can see me, so I did not hesitate to shout for help but as this person turn back my eyes widen up in surprise, my heart rapidly beat in nervous because the person in front of me now is my sister.
She is looking down upon me with her seductively smile, caressing herself as if it is a pleasure for her in my current situation. A sadistic sister I never thought she would hurt her own brother for her own pleasure.
"Ahh I almost did not see you there ~my little brother~. What are you lying on ground perhaps you are unable to move because you are tired then let me help you." She slowly undressing herself from gown to corset and any garments until she's bare naked in front of me. She begins caressing her rose and pink nipple to pleasure herself... I am vulnerable she can do whatever satisfy her in situation.
She sit's open legs near in my face I can see her whole rose and it is dripping honey eagerly to licked by a bee. She opens a vial and pour it in her rose, I already knew what next will happen, however, I am not insane to do such indecent to my sister even she forces me- I am interrupted in my thoughts when she holds my head and lifting it, her eyes were full of lust wanting to use me as her plaything.
"I will give the antidote but how can will you drink it when you can't move your body." As I anticipated she wanted me to do it. This filthy wench, she flicks her finger then a small vial appears in her other hand, she opens and pour it in her whole body as it shed a drop to her rose. However, the antidote might be an aphrodisiac if it so then my whole body will embrace the sexual desire inside within me.
I gulp in nervous and hesitate for few moment then she impatiently shove my head. I begin licking it like a wild dog to quickly finish, this is humiliating, this is indecent... My head is spinning afterwards of drink and licking the antidote in her private part, I feel my dignity is being swayed by lust I hope this all a dream.
I woke up feeling my energy is depleted, I haven't opened my eyes, yet I feel someone is lying next to me. Could be it be? then the whole thing happened was not a dream or more likely a nightmare. I feel disgusted, I feel powerless for letting myself being raped again. I feel this world needs me to unfold its truth covered in lies and secrets but where the hell should I start? I can't track my progress- wait do I have progress at all? of course not because if so then this would never happen twice. Am I a bird freely flying in sky without thinking the problems or purpose but only to fly? I felt like my longing days are utterly spent in nothing.
I open my eyes to accept my loss for letting my feelings decide than my mind. I see myself naked covered in blanket, the person next to me is fully covered in blanket for out of my curiosity why is my sister had not leave yet. I pull down the blanket and what to be in front of me is full of question to what really happened. I question myself and ask myself if this all reality or am I under someone's illusion because the person in front of me is Rosewood.
I am staggered, I never expect this but how did this happen? Should I wake her to question her. I refuse to believe this is all real perhaps I am diagnosed by schizophrenia or.... something.
As soon I move to get up, she holds my arm, so I turn my gaze to her, and she is sitting with blissful smile drawn in her face. I am agape in what she did, yet I cannot say any word to her. She holds my arm as if she were telling me to sit with her, I sit next to her, covering myself a blanket to my lower torso. Her blanket falls down as she sits, she didn't give any attention cover her breast. I can perfectly see her bare-naked breast, pinkish nipple. I am intensely staring at her alluring face, stroking her hair then leans to kiss me.
"Good morning ~Darling~." I am speechless, I can't critically think or process what made her kiss me in 'lips'.
She swiftly pushes me down to lie as she sits in my groin with her seductive smile and lustful eyes drawn in her face. She put her hands both of my cheeks, I can feel her wetness in my groin as it my sting is rising in early of morning. I know for myself that I will surely pass out if we have another intercourse again.
"What did you to me Rosewood? How could we have intercourse sex, I only remember is when i opened the door someone shoots me a paralyzing needle in my nape so carefully explain to what happened yesterday." I directly ask her while looking at her mesmerizing eyes.
"Oh~ It seems you're conscious now, but shouldn't I be the one questioning that for what you 'did' to me."
"Your jokes aren't funny!-"
She stops my word for kissing passionately and stroking my hair. We kiss tongue to tongue, sharing each other's saliva. She is moving her hip swiftly to rub her flower to my sting. we continue it for a moment then we stop kissing as we stare at each other's eyes.
"You show how bold you are last night by courting me and you found out your underling was mine and I heard you threaten him by captivating my heart and making it yours then last night you barge in my house in perfectly state and only to confess your passionate feeling for me." I do not feel embarrassed but only overthinking what really happened before I sleep, or I don't where to start. My head are full of thoughts and questions. Am I a lost soul that been astray for too long, wonder where my destiny takes me to. Do I have meaning to keep going on after what I've been through? I feel I do not have purpose, yes, I admit that after I came in this world, I feel something it is ineffable to explain but I could tell this world needs me but in what role?. Those questions are fill in my head, I froze for overthinking and zoning out to find the answer for my questions...