"Ugh..."
As soon as I step into the mansion, my legs quiver. Oh god, why the fuck did that devil give me this weak body? I am aware I should thank him for bringing the exact body. But still, I loathe the fact that I lose all the energy at night because of this body. Where is that goddamn devil?
I can't see him inside the living room. Is he perhaps in the apartment? I refuse to call out his name even though I really need him to obtain the energy. Maybe I can just sleep and gain the energy next morning. Right. Just like common human, I must need full sleep now.
"Ah!" Without anything around me to reach for, I fall on my knees. Fuck this body. It is so useless. I can't walk to my bed. I can't do anything. "Miss gorgeous, do you really have to stay independent in this kind of situation?" Zander's voice passes into my ears.
Finally, he is here.
He is here.
I lift my head, meeting the man standing in front of me with hands in pockets. "You..." I murmur. My hands reach for his thighs. Supporting myself to stand up. He helps me too. His hands grip my arms firmly to make sure I won't fall back. "Easy, my love. You are safe with me"
Zander's lips form into a smile of satisfaction. He must be relishing my sight of crawling onto him hopelessly. Fucking jerk. He will pay for this later. "Why didn't you call out-" Before he can say another word, I press my lips upon his as soon as I manage to get up from floor.
And I inhale. "Mhm..." Zander smiles against my lips with the sound of bliss. I am only doing this for energy. Right. There is nothing to be embarrassed. This wicked devil set up the weak body on purpose. I wrap my arms around his neck. Pulling him in for a better kiss.
This time as well, Zander follows my lead since I am in hurry to suck the energy. I am not letting him tease me by backing up. I have to grasp him tightly. At last, I pull back from the kiss with a sigh escaping between my lips. "I did not call you and yet you appeared somehow"
I furrow my brows.
It is when the man beams. He holds my waist. Causing me to struggle between his arms. "The body you are in is half of my soul, darling. I know when you are in danger. I can sense everything easily" Zander claims. What the heck. Doesn't that mean I am insecure?
"Whatever, let me go" My hands try the best to push this man away yet he won't move an inch. Are all the devils this strong? I don't think my punch will affect him at this point. "Have you forgotten the contract we signed, my gorgeous?" He reminds me with a grin.
I was attempting the best not to bump into that topic. I guess he won't let me dodge. "What is your wish?" Gazing into his violet eyes, I ask. Inside deep down, hopes grow. Please don't be something off the line. I can't handle such things like that. It is against will.
"There is a massage I want to try out"
Zander voices and takes his hands back. I finally get to escape the tight embrace. "Get in the car. There is a place I know" Turning around, I begin to walk away. Yet, his strong arm holds me back. He forces me to face him. What again? "We are not going out, miss independent"
He grins. Alone with the evil smile, I can sense the mess he will cause with requests. "I don't know how to massage" A frown displays across my face. I really don't. He should just walk out of my house. "Who says you have to?" Zander raises his right brow. And I quiet down.
No fucking way.
"I am the one who is going to massage you... your breasts" The last two words he continues, feel like a lightning striking me in the middle of summer day. I knew this devil would ask for such erotic things! "No. Pick another wish. I am not permitting stuff like that" I instruct.
Attempting to shove the man's grip away from my arm. "Don't you recall my statement, darling? You are not allowed to decline either" He brags. Of course, I am aware. But seriously? I have had sex for a few times only in my entire life with all the men I wasted my extra time on.
I don't find the contentment in that area. "I am getting impatient, love. Let's commence already" Zander flashes his dimple smile. Picking me up in bridal way which catches me off guard. "Put me down!" With the strength I gained before, I try to get away. But still, he won't let me.
"Don't move. Otherwise, I might end up doing much more worse thing than the massage to you" The whisper hushes me down. He is a devil, the type to do as his words. I better remain calm. There will be a chance for me to slip through this situation. Yes, I have to wait.
"Good girl..."
He grins down at me once I cease struggling. Jerk. His steps enter my bedroom. And he places me on the bed. "Strip now" He orders. His hand already has the oil bottle to begin the massage. He is really quick with everything. What should I do? "Come on, my gorgeous"
He whines like a child begging for the sweet candy. "Are you certain this is only a massage?" I shoot a slight glare. Maybe it is fine to enjoy this. Also been a long time since I have spent a night with a man. I guess there is nothing to concern to have some fun with this devil.
It is not like I can run away.
"I would never lie to you" Zander assures. Well, I don't see anything wrong with these wishes. There are no feelings involved as well. I can use him for fun. Right. Think in positive way. "Are you going to observe me take the top off?" Over my query, the man's lips curve up.
"Finally..." He turns around beneath a beam after finding out I have accepted his desire. And I slip out of the black top. My heart is racing really fast. The feeling is chaotic to describe. Am I exhilarated? Am I terrified? Am I nervous? I can't separate this feeling. It is bizarre.
I should be disgusted.
Yet, I find myself being thrilled deep down. I cover my chest under my arms. "You can commence now" Furrowing brows, I try my best to avoid the eye contact. And he settles down on the bed, beside me. The oil bottle is replaced on the table after he has some on his palms.
I can feel his approach. It is going to occur. He is going to do it for real. "Wait!" In an instant, I turn around to prevent the man. "Can you even massage properly?" My brows wrinkle as I tighten my grip around my chest. This man has me being embarrassed for first time.
"You will see, darling. Now take your hands off of the chest. Let me admire your beauty" A smile tugs at Zander's lips. Yet, I hesitate a bit. Should I really give in? I hope he gives some pleasure though. "Don't make me repeat, love" The man's eyes stare deeply into mine.
I can feel the threat.
Whatever, as long as my mind can forget these stuffs. I reveal my chest while maintaining the eye contact with him. And his eyes shift down to my breasts. Putting a wide grin upon his face. "So pretty, my love. It is driving me insane" Through gritted teeth, Zander admits.
"Just begin already" I hiss out of impatience. It feels weird to get stared this long by him with that wicked grin. "As you wish, my gorgeous" Zander's hands touch my breasts at last. Causing me to inhale deeply. Beneath the help of oil, his hands move around. Shit.
This feels good.
No. Why does this make me feels good? This shouldn't be. But I can't deny the truth. In amusement, I lean my head back on the headboard of the bed. My hands grip onto the bedsheet. I can't concentrate on other things. The way his hands grope my breasts.
The way it pains a bit yet feels great at the same time is blowing my mind. With my eyes shut, I relish the moment in silence. "Do you still doubt my massage, gorgeous?" Zander's voice permeates into my ears. He doesn't know I can't concentrate on other things.
"No... Mhm..." I let out a moan. At least I responded despite the fact that I am unable to realize about the surrounding when under his care. After my reply, next thing I know is Zander's lips pressing upon my bare neck which catches me off guard entirely. My eyes widen in shock.
What the fuck is he doing?!