She can hear a man whispering to her and receiving kisses on her neck, jaw, and other parts of her body, but she is unable to see any images of the incident. As she screamed and fled from the room, startling Jackson, she had the impression that the memories she had stored in her mind had been lost.
She wishes the nightmare would end so she could be with her true love.
It's the day they were asked to come to the hospital to know the outcome of what she is encountering. They are in the hospital.
They met the doctor who diagnosed her; he carefully examined her and probed her about her feelings of sadness, depression, and anxiety.
The doctor questioned her, "Do you ever feel someone touching you?"
"Yes," she responds.
"From the results, I can tell that your memory is returning and you don't have any problems."
She was ecstatic to learn that. "But you have to work it out yourself by doing workouts, getting enough sleep, and occasionally practicing meditation." "By doing all this, you will recover whatever you have lost in the past three months."
Kate was delighted to learn that there was a simple technique to help her quickly regain her memory, one that she could use by exercising, meditating, and getting adequate sleep.
She can't wait to find out how she performed in her previous roles as Jackson's girlfriend. Jackson was such a cute sweetheart, she reasoned, that every girl would be forced to fall in love with him repeatedly.
Jackson, on the other hand, was extremely concerned and couldn't stop picturing Kate's rage once she recovered the memory from the past. He was convinced that she would break up with him and leave him.
"Oh, poor me!" I can't afford to leave without her. Does she feel the same way I do? "I pray she never recovers her memories from the past; let them live like without animosity, but love that blooms every day," he lamented.
he has this impression that the relationship is not two-sided love.
"no, it can't be true, Kate loves me as much as I love her."
He was jarred.
He was distracted from his thoughts by Kate's footsteps as she held him by the side and helped him feel more at ease. "Babe, I'm glad in due time, I'll be able to recall my memory," she said, sounding so content.
Kate became concerned after noticing the expression on his face: "Are you okay?" She realized something was hurting him, but had no idea what.
"Do you genuinely love me?" he asked her.
Kate was concerned about this inquiry because she had assured him countless times that she loved him enough.
She feels serenity being around him, and of course she loves him truly.
"Can you promise me something?"
"Promise you what?" She doesn't know where he is coming from.
"That you won't leave me no matter what happens."
She looks into his eyes; there is a great fear coiling in them.
She wasn't sure if she would leave him but was afraid of losing him. "I promise you that I will do all in my power to keep my word, and you promise me that no matter what I become, you will always love me."
he is sure that he can't leave her since he adores her with all of his being.
It's been three weeks now that Kate could not have a good night's rest. She has been troubling with nightmares, and she keeps on seeing a young girl that looks exactly like Jackson haunting her in her dreams. The young girl keeps calling her mother in her dreams, "Mum, you left me. What did I do to you that I have to struggle this life with you? I hate you." she woke up and screamed out of the room, making Jackson's face cringe with so much worry that he couldn't tell when all this would be over so that she could have her peace.
Kate can't stop pondering over the dream she always has, and the baby girl that keeps appearing to her as her daughter is strange somehow; she feels that she has connections with the girl, and she looks exactly like Jackson.
Was she pregnant for Jackson, or did Jackson have a child without her knowing? she pondered, "Is there something Jackson isn't telling her?"
she thought
The young girl won't stop flooding back to her memory, which is actually driving her crazy. She needs to tell Jackson about the dreams to make sure they are just illusions and not actual events.
Jackson cannot keep their child a secret from her; she has been living with him for three months and is certain he has no hidden skeletons in his cardboard box.
She went over to where he was relaxing while sipping his juice and sat down on his lap, saying, "Babe, I have something to tell you."
"Promise me you'll be honest with me and tell me everything." She said to him
He felt a throbbing in his heart as he said, "Sure, if is something I know I will. "Kate has been curious about her past lately, but he doesn't really know anything about Kate's past, aside from the one time he indulged in sleeping with her.
"Lately, I have been hearing a baby wailed as If something is battling her, and I saw a young girl who looks exactly like you in my dream calling me mum. All she could say after that is she hates me for leaving her, Is there something I need to know?"
"That's odd, so tell me just what's bothering you?". he asked her
"Do we have a child together, or do you have a child somewhere else? I feel an attachment to the child every time I see her, and I can picture your you whenever I see her in my dreams".
His heart leaped within his mouth at her question because it brought back memories of the night he had slept with her.
She was a virgin, so he couldn't tell if she was pregnant for him after that night. He didn't know what to tell her, but he needed to say something to stop her from asking any more questions.
"Babe, you know I can't keep this huge secret from you." We don't have a baby. "Perhaps it's a sign that you will soon get pregnant for me," he said as he grabbed her hand and squeezed it.
She touched her stomach and wondered what it would be like to be pregnant for him, not knowing that she had done that before. She held him so tightly as she reached for his lips and passionately kissed him. He is confident that by telling her this, she will stop asking. "Yes, of course I will be the happiest woman on earth to have your baby growing within me."
It causes him to want her, but he disregarded the feeling that he can't sleep with her; as a result, she is now suffering from stress and depression. If he has to do that again, he will ensure that she is completely okay with doing that with him, but Kate is desperately craving his touch; why does he keeps resisting her each time her body craves his?
"Is she really so ugly? "
She threw him a stern look, wondering that perhaps she was mistaken and he didn't truly love her as much as she thought.
"Why won't you have a sexual relationship with me?"She asked as she continued
"I'm not that attractive enough?" she undressed with a voice full of rage.
"Baby, you are the hottest girl I've ever encountered, and your entire body turned me up, so there's no need to rush; I can't make love to you like this," Jackson said while gazing at her body with passion.
She is so gorgeous that any man would fall head over heels for her, but the worst thing he did to her keeps getting in the way of their intimacy, and he can't do anything about it unless she forgives him.
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In her room, Kate was imagining the type of person she was.
She closed her eyes to check if there had been a quiet area in the past where she could feel a wave blowing in her ears and hear sounds like Jackson and other female voices that she couldn't identify specifically as well as her own.
She felt she needed to dive into deeper thinking to understand what was going on because the image in her head wasn't as clear as she'd hoped.
The more clearly the image in her mind was held as she thought,
When she first met Jackson that night, she was so enraged that she almost immediately freaked out when she saw him screwing himself inside her. It took her some time to finally put everything into perspective.
She began chasing her breath as she held it inside of her.
She didn't trust what her mind was telling her, and as she left with a Jackson doppelganger rather than the Jackson she had been with, tears began to fall from her eyes.
She don't think she can face him.
She finds it difficult to accept that the man she has been deeply in love with is actually someone who raped her, and the intense hatred she once felt for him has now transformed into strong love. Will she be able to forgive him for causing her such misery and for always deceiving her and pretending to be someone he is not?
"Vandal has my undivided attention."
She sobbed uncontrollably, asking herself how she could now purge the deep feelings of hatred she once harbored for him and turn them into retaliation for what he had done to her. The tears welled up in her eyes and would not stop flowing.
Jackson was disturbed by Kate's outburst when he got home from work, and he hurried over to see what was wrong.
When he saw her turning and throwing herself to the ground, he became alarmed. He approached her, grabbed her by the arms, and held her tightly, causing her to stop throwing herself. However, when she did, she shot him a glare because she couldn't accept the fact that the man she truly loves with her life is a vandal.
When he saw how she glared at him, he was terrified and asked , "Babe, what's going on with you?" in a troubled tone.
"Jackson, you are a liar and a vandal. "I despise you."
She pulled the ring from her finger and threw it on the ground, saying, "Here, take your ring." We're done. "I'll get back at you for what you did to me." Tears were streaming from her eyes like water.
She hurriedly left his house.
Jackson was unable to speak as he reflected on the past.
Jackson was helpless. He only stared at nothing until she completely left his house. He hit his hand against the wall as he searched for his car key to look for her because he couldn't bear to lose her now that they had such a strong connection. He got into his car and drove quickly enough to meet her and apologize for what he had done to her. Even if she didn't forgive him, he would continue to live with regret.
When he saw her approaching a rickshaw, he stopped his car and watched her get in. He then followed the rickshaw as she took slow, deliberate steps to get to where she was going. He will take advantage of that opportunity to learn where she lives.
Thanks to Jackson for always being a burden to her, Kate was incredibly happy but also a little sad that she was going to meet her daughter, whom she had abandoned for quite some time. Kate wondered what was going on in her daughter's life and with Grace.
She vowed never to forgive him for bringing pain into her life, wiping the tears from her eyes with her hand as she exited the rickshaw