Jess pov:
It's been a sad week for me, I kept thinking of Adrien and what we could have been or become but there's no changing that now. He'll probably be married to either Jess or that Ariana bitch, I just want him to be happy and him being with me won't bring that happiness. I think I ran out of tears because I try crying but it's impossible, now I just feel empty without him; never ever in my life did I ever think I would find someone that actually cared for me but he did and I left him. I just hope he's ok and better than I am.
I decided to go get a new phone today, I've got to admit life is kind of boring without social media and their drama. I shouldn't have broken my phone but it was for the best. I went out dressed in Adrien's grey hoodie and paired it with grey sweatpants, my hair wasn't in its usual messy bun this time it was just scattered;I haven't combed it for days and I don't plan on it. I don't see reason why I should dress presentable, there's no one to impress. I barely made it out of the stairs but I did, I got my key and went to the garage and broke down because it just reminds me of the time Penn and I snuck out. 'jess be strong' I said to myself in my mind whilst getting up and making my way towards the car, I started the engine and drove off.
I got to the store in one peace but people kept looking at me, I don't blame them I looked homeless and crazy. I just ignored their stares and bought my phone, the lady was reluctant to give me the phone first; she actually thought I wanted to steal, do I look that poor? well she sold me the phone after giving her cash. On my way out I saw someone on the other side of the road waiting for me to leave the store. I tried rushing towards my car but he got to me before I reached my car. "Jess ignoring me won't change anything" he said while resting on the door of my car. "what do you want Jason?" I said with my voice cracking mid sentence. "I just want to talk Jess, I promise no threats or anything just two adults having a civilized conversation" he said, I knew saying no wasn't an option in this situation because Jason won't take no for an answer so I just agreed.
He took me to a cute cafe close by, as we took our seat a waitress came to take our order, I didn't order anything I wasn't here for a conversation just a chat but seems Jason was here for more because he ordered a cup of black coffee and donuts. I mean who drinks coffee in the afternoon Jason apparently. "Ok so you said a chat, what do you want?" I asked, with a serious look on my face so Jason knows I'm not here for his shit. "you already know why I'm here" he said. "if it's about our last conversation my answer still remains the same. Good day" I said while getting up from my seat but was stopped by Jason pulling me down forcefully. "you know you can't do that Jess, you think you can hide things from the organisation or mom and dad well think again. Now if you know what's good for you, you better sit here and listen to what I have to say" Jason spat out angrily. "what the fuck are you talking about Jason, I'm not hiding anything" I said, hoping and praying it's not what's I'm thinking. "don't fucking lie to me Jess, you think I didn't know you were covering for the Hernandés" he said while I just stayed quiet. "Jess you were lying to me while you were there, ohh you thought I didn't know" he said. "Jason I wasn't lying___" he cut me off by slamming his hand on the table, which scared me. "Jess don't fucking lie to me" he said seeing right through me. "ok fine but I didn't lie, I did find some stuff but I didn't get the chance to take pictures or go through them because I was with Adrien most of the time" i said. "well I don't care because you cover is already blown and he knows you're working for the government so now you're going back to meet Adrien and you're going to lie to him, get my information and bring it to me. got it?" he said while waiting for my response. "I can't do tha___" he cut me off again. "Jess you either do that or go to jail for holding back information from the organisation. Don't you get it you don't have a choice so go get ready, you leave first thing tomorrow morning" he said while getting up and leaving the cafe without paying, I paid and left.
I just went back to my car and started hitting my steering wheel angrily, how could Jason do this to me? he even threatened me with jail, he doesn't go back on his word. I don't want to go back there to be honest, Adrien hates me and I would be the last person he would want to meet. I can't even bring myself to face him talk less of lying to him, I don't think I can lie to him but I can't also tell him the truth. what will I even say? I'm so fucked. I started crying, I thought I had no tears left but well they were still there. I cried for a while then decided to start my engine and made my way home.
I got home and crawled to my bed, thinking of how I was going to approach Adrien and how his reaction was going to be like. He won't ever trust me for sure but I just have to it's Adrien or jail, I can't explain things to him this time because I'm sure Jason would listen to most of our conversation. I kept thinking all afternoon and it was finally might, I'm dreading tomorrow. I don't want to go but I have too. I kept thinking till I fell asleep.
I was woken up by cold water, i don't know how Jason made it to my room but he did and he woke me up by pouring cold water over me. "WHAT THE FUCK JASON" I shouted angrily while trying to get water out of my ear. "don't give me that attitude, it's seven and your plane leaves by nine we need to get you ready. Now go take your bath" he said. what the fuck does he mean by we? I just got up lazily and made my way towards the bathroom because I'm sure sure if I didn't he would pour water on me again. I had to rush in the bathroom because Jason kept banging the door and shouting at me to hurry up, I came out but Jason shoved me back in giving me a pair of clean clothes. I put them on and came out, it was already eight twenty but we were finally done. Jason drove me to the airport the ride was silent as fuck because I didn't have anything nice to say to him so it was better as i stayed quiet. We finally got to the airport and I was about getting out of the car but Jason stopped me. "Remember I hear everything don't try to play smart with me. Have a nice trip sis" he said waving like he didn't just threaten me. I just made my way in, my plane was boarding. I boarded and started thinking again Adrien is going to be pissed. "all passengers please buckle up" the pilot said while he started the plane engine. This was it, I was going to face Adrien, this wasn't a dream anymore.