I died that doesn't feel good it was painful but that does not matter nothing matters all that matters is death and destruction of everything if nothing is needed then everything is false.
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I sat up from the ground my back had one slide against this rotten grave that have been done for me but I had clawed my way out I was now undead something that was no longer living yet still could think.
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I brought my hand up to my face seeing it's rotten nearly flashless appearance and there was no reaction no emotion I felt nothing and this was the first time I felt so free free from the pesky motions I kept me from doing whatever I wanted from doing whatever I needed to.
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The fear that had once plagued me the love that kept me chained down to life I'm the depression that wanted me to give it all up they were gone even Joy was gone I felt nothing it was as if I was simply nothing and I believe all should feel this way then choices would be made off the logic not emotion.
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I grabbed my hand and ripped off all the rotting flesh causing it just to be bones my hand was now skeletal in nature I crushed one of my finger bones and it felt no pain no fear. I did feel a slight hunger arise with somebody for flesh but it was nothing I couldn't handle it was just like a hunger for my previous life but there's no emotion to fuel it.
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I got up my clothes rotten and a cane almost gone all my flesh had already disappeared and maggots were still worming their way through my flesh. I could feel every single market within my body and it didn't even discomfort me or disgust me it was as if it was natural to me.
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I looked around at the old worn down Grace wondering how long had passed how many had died here and then I felt my heartbeat dark blood pulsing through me the rotten coagulated blood being slowly pushed through the wall out of veins that was full of holes from the trails of maggots.
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The black blood leaked from my body but strangely enough it instantly hard and causing a black scab like substance to form. My finger was permanently gone for due to me crashing it but the end of the finger had already clogged with this blackened blood and I wondered what I could do with it.
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I slowly walked out of the graveyard being cautious for if I was seeing this way I'd be seen as a zombie I'm probably destroyed especially if they realized I could move without a brain.
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What greeted me outside of the cemetery was a decadent world the great skyscrapers once Gracing the skies almost piercing them had now collapsed broken down the buildings left to crumble they're only signs of ruins of times long past and I realized the cemetery was younger than these ruins.
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I smiled American the feeling of joy for everything had already greeted the void but I want to sell some survivors that I must seek out first let us find a animal so that I may experiment with my blood and see it's effects.
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I caught a vulture that was feasting upon my flesh when I had stayed still for too long and I fall asleep I posted down its throat testing what would happen if something consumed a huge amount of my blood and flesh.
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I waited but those no reaction over the hours so I waited days keeping it fed with my own flesh and blood and eventually it's feathers and skin began to darken as if it had started to rot but I could still feel it's heart beating.
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I released it I didn't no longer panicked I just sat there watching me and then threw away into the air. I could not smell the vulture oh myself but I knew we would probably sticking corpses so I wonder when I will encounter a human for this cemetery has been used recently some of the graves are almost fresh so I've just been waiting nearby.
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It seems like people don't die often here or they've been wiped out so I begun to wander away as I was past I finally heard a noise that came from humans but it was a language I didn't understand the invitation behind each word and the emotion hidden within was veiled to me I understood none of it.
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I would never try to understand a new language anyway it would be tortillious type too much time after all I'm only here to have fun and experiment on everything and cast everything into nothingness no emotion to cause fear and destruction.