It all started when I died yeah you heard me right I died not sure how but I know I heard a bang then some kind of shockwave passed and that's when I must have died my assumption is it was a nuke maybe or a bomb no clue.
all I know is I was dead but then I was not. Weird how that happens it's like a dream one minute your falling from the sky then you jump awake well that's what happen to me after I died I snapped my eyes open only to realize my eyesight was all blurry.
weird I never needed anything for my eyes why are they blurry also why did my body feel so heavy I lift my arms up and realize they were not mine hell they were tiny it seems I have reincarnated as a baby oh joy now let me sleep my brains not developed enough for all this thinking shit.
2 years later
yay for me I now can stop shitting myself Woo-Hoo and got walking down to a T though I did take my time to not worry my mother who turned out to be Pandora Lovegood yeah I am officially the older brother of Luna Lovegood and my name is Eclipse Lovegood.
yup, they went all in on moon stuff, and let's just say as I grew up with both pandora and Xenophiles it was strange I had also grown to care for them it also made me realize I was in the harry potter universe and that also meant my new mum would die when Luna is 9.
but as I said I have begun to care and shall not let this happen for I have magic and I'm not afraid to play with it I have not just been sitting around for the last 2 years I have been trying to meditate to try and feel something.
I tell you one thing books and movies make it seem so easy 2 years it had taken me to feel anything 2 years of sitting and meditating if being a baby didn't drive me insane then meditating sure did.
it was like trying to breath when you don't know how to breathe its confusing as hell at least finally I felt that little tingly just under where my heart is now the real training can begin queue training montage sadly it doesn't work like that.
so as I was placed in my cot by pandora for bed after my afternoon feeding don't ask and I won't tell I began my training I first sat up in the cot after pandora had left then I began to focus inwards just under where my heartbeat is I can feel another kind of pulse which I found was my magic.
I then began thinking how could I train this tiny piece of magic the size of a grain of rice I am pretty sure squibs have more magic than I do right now then again why can't squibs use magic I know from the books and movies that they have it but can't use it.
maybe they don't have a way to release it then I began thinking about what I want to achieve in this world because I use to be a couch potato whose job was stocking and Barely left the house before I died.
I know I don't want to get involved with harry and the golden trio or Voldemort but I want to be able to curb stomp him if he brings trouble my way as he did attack the Lovegood in the story and I won't let anything happen to my family.
so I need power control and maybe a new magic system as I am not going to rely on a wand too much can go wrong with that time to think I have read all kinds of stories about what could be the most broken and might work.
I don't have any cheats other than my memories but that is all I need and imagination I can do this thing Clip thinks about what had the most power in the stories imagine-based magic treating it like a muscle.
I am pretty sure in most fanfics there was something about a magic core I can use this a magic core and imagination sound like cultivation hang on now that's an idea I began to laugh so loud pandora came to check on me and sore me laughing in my cot man this is the life.