My heart was still raw and pained even when the mood had turned lighter as the memorial gave way to a celebration of David's life. People came up to me and Alyssa all night, telling us about their favorite memories with him, or something they appreciated about him, or just to say sorry. Alyssa could only take so much and had to go inside with the babies after a while. People left, some stayed, helping take things down or clean up.
I noticed John was one of those that helped clean up and take things down, which was out of character for him, at least to me. I paid it little more than acknowledgement and continued helping out, putting chairs together for the company to pick up tomorrow they were rented from. Brian was stacking tables the same way we were stacking the chairs. He was being a demi god here on earth, sexy and alluring as his muscles made his shirt tighten on his arms, a light glistening of sweat on his skin. It was making me thirsty just watching him. Even with all the sadness today, my body couldn't stop feeling like I was dying with out his hands on me. It was only getting worse since I heard him singing to Kara earlier.
Why was I suddenly so damn horny? I felt like if Brian didn't fuck me soon, I'd lose my mind. Who would have thought that Brian caring for a fussy baby by singing to it, would cause my core to ache with desperate need?
Swallowing hard, I put the last of the chairs in the stack so I can make my way to him. Our eyes meet and he freezes a moment. My hunger for him must have been written all over my face, because a smirk caught the corner of his lips as his gaze sharpened on me. I swear I saw his nostrils flare like he could smell my desire like a wolf. That thought made me want to giggle, as I changed direction and headed towards the barn, with a wink over my shoulder at him.
He started to follow me so I merely kept walking and entered into the barn where the saddles and other leather equipment was kept, smelling of hay and freshly polished leather. Thin shafts of sun light peaked through casting the area in scattered shadows as I waited with baited breath and a rapid heart beat, listening for Brian's footsteps.
When I heard him enter calling my name in a sing song manner, I couldn't help the devilish grin that spread across my face.
"Sarina...?" Brian called out again softly, he stuck his head into the room I was in, and I grabbed his tie pulling him farther in and against me.
Breathlessly, like I just ran in here, panting against his lips, I was so hungry with need, I whisper against his jaw line, "Do you know how damn sexy you've been all damn day?" I run my tongue up his neck, nipping at his jugular.
He shudders and I feel him begin to harden against my body.
"Tell me..." He whispers his voice going deeper.
I use my foot to close the door to the room, sliding the locking two by four into place with one hand, before pushing him against the wall.
"Maybe I should show you..." I grin, even if he can't see it with the little light making it into the room. I bend down, gently onto my knees, undo his slacks that are tented in restraint from his growing member and happily giggle when his cock is in my hands.
"Sarina.." Brian starts, but when my mouth takes his cock, whatever he was going to say is replaced by a gasping groan. I swallow his salty flesh, that tastes heavenly at the moment, fondling the base of his shaft as I move my mouth, sucking him back into my throat.
"Oh my god.... Sarina...." Brian's hands works their way into my hair, holding it out of my face, as he looks down and meets my eyes as I slurp him down. "Fuck.... " He pants, his eyes wide and dilated, watching me.
I feel him tensing, leaning against the wall to keep himself upright. I sped up my rhythm making his ass cheeks clench and his breath catch. All I could hear was his breathing, his low moans and groans, the slurp of my mouth on his cock. All I could see was his mouth open in pleasure, his eyes pained in desire as I tried to show him how damn sexy he was and how badly I wanted him.
I slide my free hand up my skirt and start playing with my clit.
"Oh fuck yeah, Sarina. Play with your clit baby, show me how ready you are. Fuck that's hot." He pants, hearing my wetness as I slid a finger in between my lips.
I pull my glistening finger out showing him the slick in a ray of light, before spreading it on the tip of his shaft and taking it back into my mouth. The primal groan that leaves him makes me hum in delight.
Suddenly, his hands are under my arms, lifting me up off the floor to grip my ass and lift me against the wall. His cock presses against my entrance, but is blocked by my underwear.
His hand that cups my ass slides to reach for it.
"Brian!" I start, I wanted this to be about him, but he cuts me off in a dark husky voice that has my insides quivering.
"Did you really believe I'd let you stay on your knees, knowing you're so ready for me, and not raise you up like the damn goddess you are?" His hand slides my underwear out of the way and he enters me, in one stiff stroke.
My arms wrap around his neck gripping him close to me as I release a cry of shock. He stiffens and starts to pull back, but I hold him to me.
"I swear Brian, if you don't fuck me like you just intended to, so help me, I will use one of these training whips on you until you do."
A deep dark chuckle echoes from his chest, "Such a tempting offer." He practically purrs against my ear.
He takes and reaches for my hands at the back of his neck and pushes them up till I feel the o ring latch on the wall for hanging things on.
"Hold onto this."
I grip the o ring with one hand the other still on his shoulder as he begins to thrust deep into me.
"Ohhhh ...." I release a loud drawn out moan, welcoming the intense sensation of pleasure his cock gives me.
Brian releases a deep, dark chuckle, "If anyone is close by, they're going to hear you."
I bite my bottom lip as he thrusts again, my suppressed sound still wanting to escape me. It feels like it's been years since he's taken me like this, when in truth it's only been a month. The way my body clings to his cock as he pulls back and then thrusts forward is setting all my nerves on fire. A warmth enveloping me, sending thrilling jolts of pleasure all over my body.
His dark eyes watch where we are connected, exposing his cock covered in my slick, before he shoves it back inside of me.
"Fuck Sarina..." He whispers, "You're so fucking beautiful, taking my cock into your tight, wet body. Fuck... I've missed this.." He groans, slowing his pace, pressing me harder against the wall, his body weight pinning me. His lips find mine, as he picks my legs up by my knees, pressing them closer to the wall, and entering me deeper, harder, slower.
Our kiss was making just as much noise as our bodies, gasping between our mouths parting to meet again, our tongues teasing and caressing. His grunts were so primal, his gaze so intense, I could feel my body tensing up just from that alone. His tongue trailed my jaw to my ear lobe and down my neck, nipping and sucking. He was making my neck feel like it would orgasm any second.
"Babe! I'm..."
Brian holds still, even though his chest heaves from breathing, and whispers into my ear, "Not yet baby. Don't you dare cum yet."
I whine softly, "I don't know if I can control myself if you start moving." I felt that if he moved at all it would set me off like a bomb.
I feel his cock twitch inside me at the same time he groans from my words and my insides clench on him.
"Oh... fuck..." I pant, breathing in deeper. That little twitch alone nearly had me lose it.
"Sarina... I don't know if I'll be able to pull out if you start coming on my cock right now baby. You've got me in you with a grip like a vice." Brian's eyes are pinched in concern and his jaw clenched in restraint and a pinch of agony from trying to control himself.
I knew we were in a bit of a pickle, both of us about to orgasm if we moved, but we were taking a risk if I got pregnant.
Biting my bottom lip, I make a choice and wrap my arm around his neck and pull him in for a kiss and rock my hips against him. The pained and resistant moan that leaves Brian's lips has my heart clenching.
Did I choose wrong?
The next second, warmth coats my insides and he's drilling me like jackhammer against the wall. His hand comes up to cover my mouth as I forget everything else other than the euphoria that's now enveloped my whole body. All I feel is his cock sending my tight core's explosion out over my body in a giant slamming wave of bliss and the heat of his cum as he paints my insides with it.
I'm in heaven at this moment with sweet blissful tremors making us shudder together with my arms wrapped around his shoulders as his hand drops from my mouth and cups my ass harder against him.
We cling to each other shivering and panting, Brian's legs shaking underneath us both. He slowly lowers my legs to the floor and takes a step back, still looking hungry.
"We should hurry up and get back home. I already need you again." His statement has me shivering in delight at the unspoken promises of more to come.