I don't know how no one knew what we had been doing in the barn, but Sarina's flushed face and eyes still red from crying earlier, I can only assume they think she just needed a moment with me. As we were heading home, I felt guilt rising in my belly that at her brothers home, right after his memorial. However, as soon as I was feeling that, I swear I could hear his voice telling me, 'No worries, doc.' A sudden wave of loss hits me and I miss him. I didn't know him as long as I wish I could have, but he had grabbed a hold of me mentally, slowly turning into someone important, and not just because of Sarina.
As we entered the house, I watched her carefully, making sure she wasn't sore or hurting. Even though she had been cleared by her doctor, I was still frazzled from the nightmare I had. I had another concern right now though. I came inside of her and she isn't on birth control. That was one thing that they did stress. She should not get pregnant for at least a few months so her body would fully heal.
I couldn't help it though, I was trying not to, trying to restrain myself, but then she kissed me and moved her hips and I was coming before she was. Fuck.. it felt amazing though. I've missed that.
We headed to the bedroom and her first stop was the medicine cabinet in the bathroom. She pulled out a package and swallowed a pill.
"What was that?" I ask her as I begin stripping my clothes off to take a shower.
Her eyes widen, but then she looks embarrassed, "Plan B? So I don't get pregnant. The doctor said I shouldn't get...."
I cut her off, placing two fingers against her lips. "I understand. Thank you for taking care of yourself." I tell her.
She smiles, "Of course. I want to have a long, happy life with you and a kid or two." She winks at me, catching me off guard.
Her eyes grow gentle as she looks at me and my heart swells with more emotion than I have ever thought possible.
She WANTS to have a long life with me. Yes, I asked her to marry me and that there should have told me so, but to hear from her lips that she wants it... It brings tears to my eyes how much I love this woman.
"I love you Sarina." It's all I can say without getting choked up. So I wrap my arms around her and pull her closer and kiss her, softly using my lips to caress hers. I move my hands to start taking her clothes off, to join me in the shower.
Sarina pulls back and smiles, "We have 24 hours till we have to wrap you back up again." She removes her top and steps back as she unzips her skirt, letting it drop to the floor. She gives me the come hither with her finger as she steps into the shower. Her bra comes off, her panties drop, and the water is turned on. "Let's make the most of that time for now." She flirts, flittering her eyelashes at me as she slides a hand over her stomach to slide between her legs.
I'm dropping my underwear and joining her in seconds. My cock hitting my abdomen as I approach her quickly catches her attention.
She holds up her free hand to stop me, "Touch yourself for me." She instructs me.
My hard cock yearns to be buried inside of her but I take it in my hand anyways. "Tell me how you want me to touch myself."
She smiles, biting her bottom lip, " Start at the base, squeezing it as you move to the head, slow and firm. Tell me how too." She takes a seat on the bench of the shower, spreading her legs for me to watch.
I start to stroke myself the way she told me to as I gaze upon her waiting form, "Stick two fingers inside baby, use your own juices to circle your clit at the same pace as me."
I watched as she did as I asked, then kept pace with my strokes, watching her begin to breathe heavily as she told me to stroke a little faster. This was driving me insane with how erotic she looked, getting off on me, getting off on her.
I had to take a deep breath so I didn't get too excited too quickly. It was taking everything in me not to just pick her up and take her against the shower wall rougher than I did in the barn earlier.
I felt my nostrils flare and my eyes hood at the thought, but that didn't make me miss Sarina's reaction to it either. Her eyes widened and her panting became a gasp, her hand started moving faster.
"Did I say you could go faster?" I tsked at her.
She just gave me a wicked smile, "Stroke faster, Brian."
I cocked a brow up at her and went slower instead.
She scoffed and I took a step towards her, "The only place I want to cum right now is in that delicious pussy of yours baby."
I see the shudder of desire run through her and it sets my own ablaze even higher. She adds fuel to the fire by standing up and closing the gap between us, "Then take it baby."
I fucking love this woman, she's fucking perfect, so beautiful, a sexy vixen and a demure little angel at the same time.
She wraps her arms around my neck and kisses me. I grab those juicy thighs of hers and have her wrap them around my waist as I take a seat on the bench, letting her straddle me instead. The second she slides over my cock, I feel whole and home.
"Oh Sarina.." I moan, my eyes rolling back in my head, overcome by the sensations and emotions that she fills me with. Her little proud giggle has my eyes snapping back to focus on her as she smiles at me, bobbing her body along my length slowly. She so beautiful, with that little smile that shows off her canines, the heavy lidded lust and love that her eyes glow with, the way her body moves just right on mine, fits me like a glove, and her gasps that sound like she's experiencing my cock for the first time, every time...
"Marry me, Sarina?" The words slip out of my mouth and she giggles, making me realize, I've already asked her this.
"You know I've already said yes." She giggles again, laying a soft peck on my cheek.
"I know" I start, staring up into her eyes, "but I want you to marry me right now. You're everything to me, everything. I do promise you that you are the only one for me and I want for no one else. There is no one else who could ever mean as much to me as you do." The truth comes out of me, almost desperate, pleading. I don't break eye contact as she slows her pace, looking at me intensely, reading my eyes like they were the story to my soul.
"I love you, Brian. I do."
I kiss her lips, taking her mouth in a joyous and smiling kiss.
"I do, too, Sarina." I say pulling back just to smile up into her teary eyes as she smiles at me, overcome with emotion. I feel the familiar prick of tears in my own, but I don't care, I just hold her tighter to me, and go back in for another kiss. Gently rocking her against my body, we kiss, holding each other, until her mouth breaks free of my mine with a moan.
"You like that baby?" I ask her and she nods her head, unable to form words at the moment. Her reaction sends a jolt through my cock and makes my balls tighten against me.
"Fuck baby, I'm going to cum." I can't hold out, the emotions and the sensations have overloaded me.
She braces herself with my shoulders and begins to ride me faster sending me into a trance like state, I can't control my body, or the sounds that come out of me, as I'm struck with an intense orgasm that makes my vision almost turn black and white. All I can see is her face, as I feel like I'm having an other worldly experience and my mind can hardly take it.
I inhale a deep, ragged breath I didn't know I needed and cry out again, gritting my teeth, as she keeps riding me. I feel her fluttering around me, and hold her hips down on me letting her enjoy her orgasm, moving her hips for her.
Breathing heavily, we sit there holding each other, trembling with aftershocks. She's sniffling on my shoulder where her head lays.
I lean back so I can see her face. "Sarina? What's the matter baby?" I ask her.
"I just love you so much, Brian." She swallows a few lungful's of air, before wiping her eyes. "Sorry, I just became overwhelmed with all the emotions I've been experiencing today."
I click my tongue at her, "Please, don't apologize for that. I love you, so very much, Sarina." I run my hands up to hold her face in my hands, "We have had a lot of emotions today, but you don't need to apologize for them."
"I'm sorry." She says again, making me chuckle.
"So you're sorry for saying sorry about being emotional?" I ask her grinning.
She shakes her head, "Yeah, that sounds kind of stupid doesn't it?" She gives a short laugh at the thought.
I give her a quick peck, and pick her up by her thighs to carry us under the shower head. I press her against the wall, letting her feel me still inside her, growing hard again.
"Oh damn... baby." She giggles, "Fuck me daddy." She giggles again and I pause turning over her words in my mind.
My cock only grows harder, as I smirk at her embarrassed smile.
"Oh, so you did like that?" Sarina smiles proudly feeling me inside of her.
All I do, is press her harder against the wall and rock my hips hard against her.
"Oh.." She whimpers in delight. "Yeah... Daddy... just like that." She gasps as I continue, unable to move, forced to take what ever I was giving her.
"Looks like you're in between a rock and a hard place, baby." I taunt her.
"There's no place I'd rather be." She gasps.