Out of all the worlds that I could go to...
Why does it have to be this world?
I still remember the cringe I felt reading this story.
A one-star rated story...
A story with no future.
Seriously... I'm doomed.
"Sir, your husband is on his way here."
Ah, shit...
"Leave me alone!" I shouted.
I'm doomed...
I still remember the time before I died...
[3:27 am]
I was on my way home and I checked the time.
I heard a loud noise coming from the distance and noticed a truck coming at me at a high speed.
I immediately ran to the safety but... A store sign fell on my head so I slowly bled to death.
My last words were, "If there is any god, if you'll reincarnate me, please don't reincarnate me into any BL. I loved reading it but experiencing it myself is another topic. I know I've sinned but listen to me just once."
I mean...
WHO WOULD WANT TO BE REINCARNATED ON A BL?! ON TOP OF THAT AN OMEGAVERSE?!
AND ALSO, ISN'T IT ABSURD?!
AFTER DODGING A TRUCK I'LL JUST DIE BECAUSE SOME RANDOM SIGN FELL ON MY HEAD?!
It seems like something that could only happen to a novel.
Anyway... I don't know if there is a god but I know for a fact that someone is messing with me.
After dying, I was transmigrated into a BL novel I hated the most.
It was so cringing that I was traumatized to read another novel for a week.
Out of all the worlds that I could go to... Why does it have to be this world?
It must be my karma...
I didn't believe in God so God must've sent me here to prove he is real huh?
But... Still... Isn't this too much?!
Out of all the characters that I could possess why does it have to be Noir Claude Valerian the lousy villain who has a lot of death flags?!
I would've been happier if I was born as a son of some conglomerate even if I was only a side character!
Why does it have to be a villain?!
Ugh... I don't even know anymore... Thinking just makes my head hurt and I have a guy to worry about.
Damien Nox Delhaize, Noir's husband and also the male lead of this story...
Thanks to Damien's popularity as a conglomerate, Noir managed to be a Z-list actor.
Noir has no talent whatsoever and the only reason why he could marry a man as great as Damien was that Noir is so persistent and he pulled some tricks to get in his bed.
Damien who has a great sense of responsibility married Noir who appeared pitiful but never considered Noir as his spouse.
Damien slowly fell in love with Lennox Friedrich a normal employee working in his company.
Lennox liked Damien and watched him from afar because he is already married.
But... Lennox noticed just how bad Noir is and decided to deliberately drive Noir mad causing Damien to force a divorce on Noir.
Noir ended up divorcing Damien.
He lost everything and even lost his life to give satisfaction to readers.
I thought it was cruel which is why I hated this story.
The actions aren't justified and their love story is coming out of thin air.
A lot happened off screen so It was hard to understand as well.
I was slapped back to reality when someone barged into my room and slammed the door open.
I looked at the person who slammed the door and the moment I laid my eyes on him, I knew who he was.
191cm tall with a gaze full of anger and indifference to his spouse...
There's no mistaking it, This man is Damien.
"I heard you're causing drama again. Stop pretending to lose your memory from a simple slip if you don't want me to force a divorce on you! You weren't even injured yet you have the nerve to pretend to be sick. If you don't want to be kicked out of here, stop making a scene." He said.
I was about to make the greatest comeback but he immediately left without letting me say another word.
I was so pissed off that I felt like I was stabbed in the heart.
But my head is killing me so I didn't even bother to chase after him.
"Ugh... Maids!!!" I shouted.
My head hurts so much that I feel like I'm dying.
No... Dying is better than experiencing this headache.
No one was responding to my shouts so I decided to call an ambulance for myself instead.
After a few minutes of waiting, I heard the ambulance's siren getting closer and closer so I decided to go downstairs and have them escort me to the hospital but... As soon as I stood up from my bed, my whole body felt cold and I couldn't breathe so I collapsed.
I was reaching out my hand as I desperately looked at the door hoping that someone would save me.
The door slammed open but my eyes were too blurry to see who opened the door.
"Save me..." I muttered as I tried to reach the person who opened the door.
.
.
.
I looked at the ceiling and realized that I was in a hospital, I looked at myself in the reflection on TV and realized that I became Noir.
I couldn't help but accept the reality in front of me.
But... I wasn't planning on becoming Noir. I'll have to mess up this story real bad so the gods would have no choice but to return me to my world or reincarnate me in another world.
It was their fault for sending me to this place anyway.
I opened the TV and watched some eSports while snacking on the fruits on my bedside when someone entered my room.
A handsome man who appeared as a doctor approached me.
"Mr. Delhaize, how are you feeling?" He asked with a smile.
"My head still hurts a bit and on top of that... I don't remember anything." I replied.
The doctor looked at me confusedly and asked, "You don't remember?"
"Yes... I don't remember anything about me."
"An amnesia... Can you tell me anything you remember that could be the possible reason for your amnesia?"
"I heard that I got into some sort of accident and when I woke up... My husband was very angry so I was confused then my head hurt and that brings us to now. I also feel like I'm a different person... I don't know if it has something to do with my accident but I don't feel like myself." I replied.
"Hm... This must be a dissociative type of amnesia. Unfortunately, we could never know when will your memory come back. We could only hope for the best. This amnesia is mostly due to shock and traumatic experience. We will run some blood tests and imaging then you can go home." The doctor said then left.