I was going to call brother Nine for the last time but my lower abdomen started to cramp.
It hurts so much that I feel like my insides are being scratched with claws.
My head started to hurt along with my stomach and memories started to flood my brain.
"If you sleep with me... I will stop pestering you."
Damien looked at me as if I was utterly disgusting, even as he undressed me, he looked at me with those disgusted eyes.
He even turned off the lights to avoid seeing my disgusting body.
He wrapped me in his arms as he mercilessly penetrated his manhood in me.
Those moments with him felt like torture and at the same time, it was a river of pleasure.
Every time I faint I'd wake up feeling pleasure and pain.
It was a continuous cycle until morning came and he had to leave.
Only then I finally got some rest.
I was snapped back to reality when I heard a knock on the door.
I gasped for air and desperately opened the door.
"Please save me!" I begged before completely passing out.
I woke up again feeling nostalgic about my surrounding.
I realized I was in the hospital again.
The doctor is writing something on his note pad before he looked at me.
"Ah, Mr. Noir are you finally awake?" The doctor asked, waving his hand on my face.
"Y-yes, what happened to me?" I reluctantly asked.
"You almost had a miscarriage but we managed to save the child and fix the blood clot on your brain." The doctor said.
I blinked fast and looked at the doctor again, "Pardon? Miscarriage?" I asked while laughing nervously.
"Ah right... You're one of the Extraordinary but, you are a unique one." The doctor said with a smile as if he was expecting me to understand it immediately.
I looked at him confusedly and waited for him to explain, "What? What do you mean?" I asked.
"Oh..." He looked at me as if he was disappointed but he decided to enlighten me.
"As you know, there are 3 species of us. The Alpha, Beta, and Omega."
"The population consist of 96% Beta, 2%Alpha and 2% Omega. And you are in those 2 percent. On top of that, you're on the top of your specie." The doctor explained.
It felt like a cold water poured over my head as I realized how much fucked up the situation is.
"So... You're telling me... That I'm an omega and I'm pregnant?" I asked again.
"Yes. You're 2 months pregnant to be exact." The doctor replied.
"Please leave me alone for a while."
The doctor gave me some space to process everything but my head is in a mess.
Out of all the things that you can make... Why would you make a baby you stupid Villainous bottom?!
Ugh... Just thinking about the responsibilities that I have to take... I already wanna vomit.
Wait...
Something's not right...
Who brought me to the hospital then?
What if I forgot to lock the door?
And also...
How the hell am I going to raise this child by myself?
I'm not even a mother in my past life nor have I cared about children...
Would it be okay to bring this child into this world?
Knowing the future, I'm sure it would be a rough road for me if I have this child.
I might get killed especially if it is revealed that it is Damien's child.
Just how far could Lennox go to get rid of Noir and how far is the hatred of others towards Noir?
If I decided to bring this child into this world...
Can we survive?
Even I alone am already walking on thin ice.
If I bring this child into this world, Will this child survive under my help?
This is still Noir's child we're talking about...
And It's not like I can kill a child either.
If it wasn't for me possessing Noir, I would've disappeared long ago.
Can I make a big decision like this?
Am I even in a place to make a decision?
It's not like I can leave the child to Damien as well.
I have read this novel so I know what kind of person is Damien.
Although he is a capable man, I don't think he would be a good father.
He's a cold man who only knows to channel love to a person he deeply cares about.
Who knows if he would love the child? After all, this child has my blood flowing in him.
Damien's most hated person... Noir Claude Valerian.
If I leave the child to him, the child might have everything material in this world but he would be deprived of love.
He might never learn to love this child.
Although this isn't exactly my responsibility... Since I took over Noir, I would be obligated to take care of the child.
But... There is something amiss.
In the original story, it wasn't mentioned that Noir is just a normie and he didn't have a child.
Could it be possible that because of the laziness of the author a lot of things were left out?
Now that I remember... There was something written in the story...
"The Villain Noir tried to change but it was too late for him to change. He pitifully died on the streets as those who resent him tortured him to death, Not even the sprouting life in him was able to survive his tragic fate."
I thought that the sprouting life that was mentioned there represents Noir's change of phase.
Perhaps he was already pregnant before he was beaten to death?
Could it be possible that Damien threw him away knowing that he has his child?
And... Could it be possible that Lennox had something to do with Noir's death?
There are many possibilities and questions on my mind.
But... I don't have the answer to every question.