Curtis
I knew t it was wrong. I knew that it was going to be bad. I knew that it wasn't going to be easy. I knew that she was going to be mad and angry and I knew I was not right but I never thought it would end up this way. I never thought it would end up this bad. I never thought it would be the end for us. I never thought that it would hurt this bad and I never thought she would hurt me so much.
I never thought she would go to such huge lengths just to hurt me, just to spite me. I never knew her pride could make her do something so horrible that I try so much to forget she did but she did. How could she? That baby was innocent. That baby never did a single thing and I loved that baby. I wanted that child and I cared for it more than I thought I would and she just got rid of it like it was nothing at all.
She will never know how much that child meant to me and how much I wanted it. And I would never get or understand what she did. I lied I was wrong I might have betrayed her trust in the process but getting rid of our child is just beyond out of a world thing one could do. How does a mother do that to her own child? But she is not a mother, is she?
I loved her. Maybe a part of me still does. I never lied to her about how I felt about her. Everything I did was real except for that small part where I might have omitted to tell her that I was married but I was real I saw my life with her. When we found out she was going to have our child I was ecstatic over the moon. She gave me something I had been searching for but never found and she just deleted it with the tip of her hand.
There are a lot of things she didn't know about me. And yes it involved my marriage. My life with my wife before I met her. I would have loved a chance to explain but I never did. I had an elaborate plan that I was working and I was going to make sure everyone was happy in the end. We were going to end up happy and together. I was going to come clean and she was going to understand
Boy meets girl. They fall in love. They belong to the same social cycles that it's only natural that they get married. They live happily in marriage bliss for the first years of their marriage. Everything worked and everything clicked. They made a great team and had each other's backs. It was the perfect marriage they could have asked for it all worked out. They were envied and they didn't lack for anything in their relationship. A perfect marriage.
It was all perfect of course until they encountered a small problem in their marriage. They couldn't have a child. They were married for four years and had been trying for two years and still they couldn't have one. They tried seeing doctors and specialists and still, they couldn't bear fruit. The boy was content with their life and considering everything was working out great between them he even suggested adoption but the girl wanted it to be a perfect marriage a perfect family and a perfect life and she couldn't understand why she couldn't have kids. After a while, she got obsessed with making a baby and would spend her time and days looking for ways to get pregnant. She went for traditional and scientific methods. She volunteered for research and trials and took the boy with him.
After a while, there was no longer a team and no longer a marriage in the relationship sense. They grew apart d and soon everyone was living in their own bubble in the same household. The girl was busy looking for ways and to get pregnant and the boy felt neglected and left out. He also indeed wanted a child of his own but he was okay with adopting and other means of caring for a child. That brought arguments between them and soon enough all they did was argue and ignore each other or tried making a baby that was a task instead of something pleasurable to enjoy between them.
The girl couldn't understand why she couldn't get pregnant. After all, all of her friends and family did and their lives weren't as perfect as hers so why couldn't she? She couldn't understand the boy either. Why was he not bothered by it? Why couldn't he understand how important their own child was to them? Why was he not looking for answers and ways to make sure they had what they wanted? This was the one goal that was very important to her and he was letting her down. She felt alone in her struggle as he didn't care and she soon resented him for it.
Curtis and Madison were the perfect couples that fell apart and resented one another. Curtis fell into his work and tried to forget his marriage problems and how unhappy he was at home. They still pretended to be the happy couple in front of the public as god forbid Madison's life was to be seen as anything but perfect but they were so unhappy and couldn't stand each other. Curtis moved out of the bedroom and they slept separately as everyone wanted their own space to themselves and not have to look at each other all the time. They had done so many trials and given so many sperm specimens Madison didn't even need him anymore as clearly the sex wasn't working. And so Madison and Curtis remained married for the public and the constitution.