I think that was the first time Ella really looked at me like I was some piece of shit and I fucking hated it. I messed with her a lot, but usually when she got mad it made me horny. This was different. She wasn't some cute little girl pouting or surprised by my words. This time she was disgusted by them.
I've told Chrissy she looked fuckable more times than I could count. She always took it as a compliment, basically dropping to her knees to suck my dick. Not Ella, she nearly kills me when I say it to her. I didn't mean I thought she was only sexy in a skimpy dress. It just meant it got me instantly hard. I guess that sounded fucked up too. I should know better than to think Chrissy and Ella were anything alike.
Just as I walked into the shower my phone went off displaying a picture of Chrissy in a sexy red dress. It cut off her head so it just showed from her neck down. She was fucking hot. I ignored the call and then erased the picture. Ella would probably rip my head off if she saw it.
I don't know why I even cared what she thought anyways. I was helping her out and she goes off on me for saying she looks sexy.
Next time maybe I should say that. You look sexy instead of you look fuckable. What was the fucking difference?
I got dressed in a pissed off mood not wanting to go to her house. Now Aaron was pissed and I doubt he would even let her go with me. She's fucking nineteen years old. Why does he baby her so much?
"Hey!"
I spun around meeting Ella's eyes as she stood at my bedroom door frame.
"Hey!" I quickly responded feeling oddly nervous all
of a sudden.
She had on a cute blue dress that hugged her curves but wasn't skin tight. Her short legs looked sexy in black heels and although there was no cleavage to gawk at her breast, they were still perky and clearly on display sticking out from her chest. I guess she didn't need to show so much skin to look fucking good.
"I'm sorry I lost it earlier. You have a way of making me crazy and I should have better control of myself. I do appreciate you helping me too. I know I would be dead by now if you didn't step in with Jose last weekend." Her eyes were glistening as she spoke and I wasn't sure if she was going to cry, but I really didn't want her to.
"You don't have to apologize. I'm glad you finally stuck up for yourself." I smiled at her and watched her eyes rake up and down my bare chest. She was definitely liking me in no shirt.
"So, it's ok if you gawk over my body?" I stepped closer to her. Instantly her eyes widened to me. I bit my bottom lip when she took a sharp breath from my hand wrapping around her waist. Fuck me! The dress was backless. My fingers started sliding up and down her bare skin. I like this!
"Only if you want me to." She said confidently, which had me smiling instantly. Where's my shy little girl now? "Plus, I don't think you plan on going out with no shirt on."
"Only if you want me to." I leaned closer to her. I really wanted to feel those sweet little lips on mine.
My eyes looked passed Ella and there was Chrissy climbing my stairs. I stepped back cursing. Why the fuck was she here?
"What is this?" Chrissy was in straight bitch mode and I really didn't feel like dealing with it.
"Why are you here? I ignored your calls for a reason." My anger was about to spill over.
"Are you cheating on me?"
"With who?" I raised my arms irritated and walked to my bed to grab my shirt.
"I don't know, maybe the little slut standing in your bedroom!" Chrissy shouted.
I glanced around my room as I put on my shirt. Did she seriously think I was cheating on her with Ella.
"This girl? You honestly think I'm fucking her instead of fucking you. I don't have time for this Chrissy. Go home!"
Ella took a deep breath pinching her fingers together on both hands like she was channeling some inner peace or some shit. What was she doing now?
"Stop doing that! You look fucking weird." I scrunched my eyebrows at Ella.
"Just trying to keep control, Eros."
"From what? I'm the one getting yelled at."
"You really have no idea how to be a decent person, do you?" Ella was pissed at me again.
I looked to Chrissy with her arms folded giving me that same glare. Ella was shorter than Chrissy with this smooth innocent face and big hazel eyes. Chrissy stood tall in a sun dress and high heels looking like a super model. Chrissy was definitely sexy as fuck, but Ella was so fucking cute, even with that pissed off face on. What the fuck is wrong with these women?
"Fine!" I threw my hands in the air. "Chrissy this is Ella, my neighbor. She is in trouble with the 42nd street gang because of her brother Damien, who is dead by the way. I'm helping her retrieve a bag he took and that is all I'm doing with her." I turned to Ella and threw my arms in the air again. "Happy!"
"Yeah, because that's what pissed me off. I'll be downstairs. The quicker we get this over with the quicker I can go to sleep and forget I actually I know you." Ella turned and walked away. What in the actual fuck was her problem?
"I'm sorry, baby." Chrissy wrapped her arms around me kissing my neck. Oh, that felt good.
My mind was stuck on Ella though. We were fine and then Chrissy shows up and now we aren't again. Maybe she was jealous?
"Eros! I said I'm sorry."
"Yeah, well, don't fucking jump to conclusion like that again. I have to go. I'll call you tomorrow." I pushed her off me and headed downstairs. I can't deal with two over demanding chicks right now.
"Let's go!" I said walking passed Ella.
I watched her try to get in my jeep in a dress and heels with a big smile. I knew this would be entertaining. "Need help?" I asked with a chuckle. I stood next to her waiting to catch her.
"Nope! I can figure it out all on my own."
She finally climbed in and sat down. "Good girl. I'm glad you mastered getting in a car and only at the age of nineteen."
"Just get in the car." She huffed not looking at me. I guess she is still mad. Why? I have no idea.
It was silent the whole ride there and it was suffocating. We usually had a comfortable silence between us, most of the time I knew her we spent time together in a comfortable silence.
I put the car in park and leaned back. "Why are you pissed?"
"I'm not. Just tired." She open her door and I quickly jumped out running to her side to catch her. I don't know how she managed to get in without tripping but there was no way she was getting out without face planting.
"Got you!" I smiled with my sexiest smirk.
"Thanks." She rolled her eyes at me. She was really going to keep this up. I caged her body against my car but didn't touch her.
"Why are you pissed?"
"I said I'm not." She folded her arms over her chest staring me dead in the eye. She was getting a back bone and it had me smiling inside like a little kid.
"You're lying to me." I raised my eyebrows at her.
"Can you just drop it?" Her anger fell from her face as she looked to the ground. She was embarrassed. Why?
"Answer me!" I demanded pinching her chin to look at me.
"You told Chrissy why would you sleep with me when you could be sleeping with her. I get I'm not nearly as sexy as her, but do have to throw it in my face when I'm standing right there. You have no consideration for the people around you."
I let go of her chin and clenched my jaw. I didn't realize it came out like that.
"I meant you wouldn't let me fuck you. I didn't mean she was sexier." I took a step back as confusion washed over her body. I shouldn't had said that, but I hated the way she was looking at me.
"You... I don't understand you." She huffed.
"Sometimes I don't understand myself, little Ella. Are we good now?"
She looked at me like she was trying to figure me out. Her eyes started tearing and fuck it was driving me insane how easily she cried.
"Don't cry!" I scolded her.
"I'm not. Thank you for saying that. I don't believe you, but at least you tried to be decent. Let's get this over with. I'm pretty sure I'm going to hate this just as much as every other place you have brought me to." She stepped forward and I grabbed her hand.
"You'll be fine. Just stay close to me." I whispered in her ear and she moved right to my side. Her other arm wrapped around mine and I loved having her lean on me for comfort, even if she was pissed.
Shit! Too much exposure to Ella was never good. I didn't want to protect this little girl yet the more I was around her the more I wanted her looking to me to save her. I don't even understand why I feel this way.
Only Ella brought out this protective side in me and I hated it. I didn't need to worry about someone else, especially someone like Ella. She was always a target and it was because she was too weak to handle her own shit. I had my own problems. I didn't need to run around constantly solving hers.
"You're tense. Why?" She asked as we approached the door. I'm tense because you mind fuck me constantly.
"Just want to get this over with. I think this is the most we hung out our whole life."
She lightened her grip on me and I knew I didn't say the right thing again. I closed my eyes taking a breath then walked in the club. We came here to find a key not to have all these fights and little talks.
The second we walked into the main room Ella scrunched her body tight against me.
"Scared of naked girls dancing?" I teased her. Ella's eyes were wide taking in all the erotic dancing.
"Eros is that woman... oh my god." She hid her head into my chest realizing yes, that woman was indeed give a man head right in the middle of the room on a couch. This was one of the sleaziest joints I ever heard of. It was filled with sex, drugs, and sin. I chuckled leading her to the back.
"Have you ever seen a man's dick before, little Ella."
"Stop teasing me Eros. I don't feel comfortable here."
I wanted to say something else, but I saw how out of place she felt. Ella definitely wouldn't be caught dead in place like this.
Personally strip clubs weren't really my thing either. Maybe because I've been fighting underneath one since I was sixteen I got used to them, or maybe because I knew how diseased and strung out the women were that worked at them. There were a few from El Diablo that weren't so bad, but I would guess about ninety percent of strippers shouldn't be touch with a ten foot pole.