Steve and Mac seems to be upto something these days. Are they hiding something or is it just me? Seems like we are being distant. Am I being left out by them? Is it because I'm too boring and disturbing to handle? Am I about lose my best buddies? While I was lost in my thoughts during self-study class, someone called me hugging from behind,
"LYNN!!"
This aura... I know this one-
"Oh, Zoey. Scared me there a bit," I said with a tone of relief.
"Oh my, did I? You look cute when you get scared though!!" she was grinning.
I didn't say anything. Obviously, Lies. Yeah we've been talking and kind of became friends. We've been out to cafes, parks or stores sometimes, of course along with Tressy. And of course me and Zoey hung out alone sometimes but never been on a real date. Wait! Now that I think about it. I'm the one at fault! I haven't hung out with Mac and Steve much these past weeks. SHIT! Was it that bothering both of them?
"Hey Lynn. Lynn? LYNN!"
I was distracted again. Sigh!
"Yeah?" I gave an unsure look.
"Are you okay?"
" 'Guess so."
"I've got something to tell you, will you listen?" She asked holding my hands.
"Mhm?"
"P-pl-please. GO OUT WITH ME!?"
I rolled my eyes,
'Here goes another mistooken confession.' I thought. But then again...WAIT, it's from Zoey. She was mistaken too and that's normal but FuCk iT. I felt more guilty than shocked by her confession. I never felt that much guilt being confessed by some girl who thought I was a guy.
But to my surprise, before I could say anything, someone grabbed Zoey's shoulder from behind. Steve.
"Oya oya, someone's being hit on huh?" Mac said in a sarcastic tone.
"Listen here you woman, just because you're a bit good-looking and rich, you can't have Lynn," groaned typical-pissed-off Steve.
"Wow Steviee that hurts, I'm rich thanks to my parents and handsome too according to most people but can totally have Eviee~" Mac joked. Steve cracked up for a bit but totally had it under control within the next minute. What he didn't have under control was his anger right now. Besides Zoey looks hella confused.
"I'm sorry Zoey, didn't mean to hide it or lie but I'm a girl. You just never asked anything about it so I didn't think you misunderstood," I whispered with a huge guilt.
"Why are you apologizing? If she can't even see your real self, how'd she even fall for you? Listen. She," Mac said in a serious tone pointing his finger towards Zoey, "didn't fall for you, she fell for someone she thought you ARE, EVELYNN!! I don't want to say it but it's just like how FUCKING AUSTIN DID!"
Well he isn't wrong but-
Nevermind my head went straight blank after what Mac said. I could only hear Steve screaming,
"AND YET YOU HAD THE NERVE TO HIT ON HER AND FUCKING CONFESS RIGHT IN FRONT OF US!?"
"Yeah. Get away. All you popular punks do is hurt people with your nasty tricks then change your mind later on," and Mac goes on.
"AND I DON'T WANT TO SEE HER GETTING HURT. EVER. AGAIN. If you got a brain, get that shit inside." Sigh! Steve snapped and screamed towards her in front of the whole class. Now everyone's eyes are on us. I hate attention but couldn't care less about that in this situation. Steve's always been the serious type. It's my fault, always been my fault, what made a chill person like him behaving like that. My relationship with Austin. I still remember and miss the time we all spent together, the time I spent with Austin. How he started hitting on me and made me fall even when I hated him...