must I suffer like this? am i not worthy to be happy? i just wanted to live my life in peace, so why?... why must i!, I've done everything i can, I pushed myself too hard to be better than i was yesterday... too hard, that i chose to be alone, because having someone by my side would only do them harm.
because I'm not like them... i don't have powers... i will only become a burden… i'll always become one… because I'm simply...
N-O-R-M-A-L
and because of this, I'm bullied like a heroine on all those novels I've read.
the difference is that, they're all too powerful, that they managed to tame all those people who've ridiculed them and make them suffer, and as for me, my ability and everything about me is just so normal, I'm also weak.
lately I've been suffering a headache that i can't even focused on studying... and these memories, these foreign knowledge, started to flood on my mind... i don't know where it came from.
I've suffered for half a day before the pain slowly disappeared.
i kept asking myself, "where are all of these coming from?", though i know that i wouldn't have ask if i know the answer. and so i decided to look for books about magic at the academy library related to what happened with me, but i wasn't lucky.
every night i would see these different images of powerful attributes that all those powerful kids my age has, why? i don't really know…
*knock**knock*
"my lady, your father--" -Louise
"yes, I'll be ready."
hah... as i thought, father has returned, hasn't he?
"My daughterÙ« how are you?"-sir Renaud
he ash me in his caring tone.
"Father, i'm fine don't worry about me, i can handle myself"
i said with the sweetest smile that i can give him…
then everything went dark…