It's almost 10pm.
Fourty five minutes and the ceremony will be in full swing.
Here I was standing in front of my mirror, staring back at myself. Thinking and reflecting on my life up to this moment. Would things be better for me.. for us after the ceremony? Would you ever accept me back?
Stephanie came over and tried to force herself on me. She's been doing that a lot since you returned and I think she feels threatened by you.
Funny how I had thought she would be the perfect mate for me. The perfect woman. Strong, bold, sexy and confident. A woman fit to lead by my side.
How wrong I was.
Looking back now, I can't even think of a single reason why I had rejected you for her. Thinking back to all the times we had sex and went out partying and all, I feel disgusted! What did I ever see in her?
Looking back at myself I realised how I had fucked up even more by flaunting her in your face every time.
I was a jerk. Still am for wanting you to forgive me.
I'm sorry.
With pain from your Future Alpha..