#Chapter4
When I felt soft lips descended and gently pressed on mine, my heart fluttered and my face turned hot. The dangerous man who could easily kill me with the wave of his finger was gently moving his lips, as if he was touching something very fragile.
'My first kiss!' I thought as I savored the sensation. 'So… this is how a kiss feels.'
'Too bad they will erase my memory of this. And it's too bad that I don't even know this beautiful man's name,' I secretly lamented. 'But for now, my first kiss... I think it's beautiful,' I thought before sighing.
After what felt like a couple of seconds, the man stopped his movements and deeply stared into my eyes. And for a fraction of a second, his eyes seemed to contain a series of emotions which I was not able to identify. All that was clear to me was the hunger in his eyes. A hunger that so intense it was as if he wanted to devour my whole being. My heart that was already beating so fast seemed to have skipped a few beats.
And when the man kissed me again, it was unrestrained and demanding. With his lips, he made me open my mouth before he caressed his tongue with mine. I could not stop my body from trembling from the novel sensation.
Then, all of the sudden, it was as if something snapped inside of him and his insistent hands started roaming around my body. It started with a simple touch on my arms. He ran his fingertips from my shoulders until the tips of my fingers before taking my hand on his mouth and giving it a lingering kiss. Then, without any warning, he enveloped my ring finger with his lips and gently sucked on it. Goosebumps immediately appeared all over my body. And I could not help but to let out a moan when I felt him nibbled on my finger.
The beautiful man's eyes immediately darkened and I heard a low growl. Suddenly, he used both of his hands to rip my clothes open, exposing my bare body to his sight.
I felt my face and neck heat up and subconsciously covered my breasts with my hands. My action seemed to displease the man as his eyes immediately darkened.
/"Ah… this... it's the first time that a man has seen my body. I... feel quite shy,/" I stuttered while attempting to explain to him.
However, I saw that the man's eyes darkened even more on my explanation before he grabbed my hands and put them on top of my head. Then, he lowered his face and kissed my neck.
/"You're beautiful,/" he whispered in my ears and my heart was swelled with an unknown emotion.
The man kissed my ears twice before his face went downwards. He started kissing my shoulders and the top of my left breast. Then, with his lips, he captured the little bud in the middle of my mound. His action immediately sent unfamiliar pleasure on my body. I could not stop myself from moaning loudly.
When I felt his other hand going towards the place in between my legs, I panicked.
/"Wa- wait a second!/" I hurriedly told him.
/"It's okay. Relax,/" I heard him whisper before I felt him touch my special place and found the bud in the center. Then, with his strong fingers, he started rubbing it until my mind turned blank and I screamed from pleasure.
At that moment, I, who had never even held hands with another man, was so close to him, a man whose name was unknown to me And every single inch of my skin touched him. Every single part of me was connected to him. Yet, I was not uncomfortable. And all that my mind and body was engulfed with blissful pleasure and desire.
I did not know how many minutes had passed and how many kisses and touches he bestowed on my body when I felt him move and aligned his equally naked body with mine. My mind was lost in endless desire. Yet, I clearly saw how his earlier golden eyes had become so dark that they were almost black.
He looked at me as if he could devour my soul. And I was willing to give it to him, a man who was a complete stranger.
For the first time on that night, I initiated touching him. I raised my hands and put them on his shoulders. The man growled and immediately pulled my body closer to him until most of our bodies were touching. Then, he leaned down and kissed my forehead.
/"I want to love your body more,/" he raggedly whispered as I felt his hand gently spreading my legs.
/"But forgive me, I am about to go crazy,/" he added before I felt a piercing pain in between my leg and a hot length entering my body.
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Sunlight tickled my eyes, urging me to wake up. I furrowed my brows and covered my face with my pillow, only to frown when I heard my phone alarm clock went off.
/"Ugh what time is it,/" I mumbled before patting my bed for my phone and closing off the alarm. Then, I yawned and laid on my back before opening my eyes and seeing the familiar ceiling of my dorm room.
For a few seconds, I was dazed.
/"What a warm and beautiful morning,/" I muttered as I heard the birds singing outside.
/"What a bizarre dream that I had,/" I lazily thought before realizing something. /"That dream… felt so real,/" I softly mumbled as I held my pillow close to me.
/"No... was it really a dream?/" My eyes widened before I bolted to my bathroom and stood in front of my full body mirror.
Ash blonde hair that fell until my upper back, blue eyes that were looking misty, a small nose and pink lips.
My face looked the same, except for my otherwise excited eyes. I blinked for a few moments before I hurriedly took off my clothes and examined my body.
/"No mark on my skin,/" I mumbled as I checked the white skin on my neck.
/"That time... the man seemed to bite me on the neck,/" I muttered as I looked at my flawless skin.
/"Was it really... just a dream?/" I furrowed my brows and sat on the floor.
/"But... why do I remember all of the details?/"
His fingertips on my skin. His warm and soft lips of my body. The desire in his eyes that seemed to want to ravage me. Everything felt so real. I was greatly confused. And for some reason, I also felt disappointment.
'No, what am I thinking? It's a good thing that it's only a dream. I can't afford to have a complicated romantic entanglement with a werewolf like that,' I convinced myself.
/"Silvan is also very dangerous. I will not be able to live an ordinary life if I'm with him,/" I muttered to myself before my eyes widened in realization.
/"... Silvan?/" I repeated when my mind was flooded with a memory of a beautiful, alluring man who told me,
/"Silvan. My name is Silvan./"
/"Don't forget it.