Inside the car.
Gold could not believe he had just done that, he could not believe that he had just kissed her that too forcefully and wierdly he wasn't feeling nauseous or disgusted as he thought he would, his hate and distaste over women had been so bad that he could not stand it sharing intimate with them.
They call him a monk for a reason however it was not because he was actually one rather it was because of his tendency to stay away from them and have all bad reaction because of it.
What happened earlier even he was still surprised by his own reaction, he was so angry earlier that he had lost his cool and end up kissing her.
He didn't know why he had done that but was not one bit regretting it, instead he was yearning for that sweet feeling again but he was sure not to be allowed to ever again from then on.
As right now Night was sitting at the back seat sulking and constant wiping her lips in a fit of anger, she seem very upset and he could vividly remember her reaction earlier.
" Are you crazy?" She had shouted at him immediately after breaking free from the kiss that almost took her breath and left her weak.
She hated to admit it that one time that she almost lost herself in the heat and almost wrapped her hands over his neck to respond to him, after all she wasn't a saint and not really a wall as she let herself appear to be.
His touches and passionate kisses did turned her on the switch she had long turn off.
So right now she was not only angry with him but also herself for enjoying it despite hating it and he had completely went against her principles of abstaining.
Her constant glare on him was not unnoticed by the man but like it was nothing he was quietly driving as if it didn't affect him despite his time to time gulping.
Night what did she do to him? He was not like this before, his thoughts were not holy at all, he was no longer the same cold wall as before he was almost all hot and melting in her presence and her hateful responses were the only thing that remind him of his place in this relationship and the base it was built on.
But his cravings keeps on manifesting everyday he was spending with her, he had once tasted the honey and now he couldn't help wanting more of it even if it meant getting stings.
He had touched her he wanted to do it again and again and everytime with greater greedy and need that was hardly controllable.
Previously he could easily ignore his desires but now it seem quite difficult he had to freeze his bones to cold showers and work his mind out to stay sane and not to force anything.
She had crushed into his life and was not really interested with him, he was partly to be blamed for it as he was the one who had complicated things from the beginning.
With all the distrust issues and phobia he couldn't allow himself to dive into the same ocean that had swallowed his father, while he watches him turning from sane man to insanity.
Women! he had come to be disgusted with them all because of that one woman who ruined their lives, he had wonder how men could lose themselves like how his father did, now he understood it after all it was indeed in his veins too.
He was totally hopeless! he thought inwardly while maintaining the speed of the car not to annoy the angry lady on the back seat.
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