"For real?" Mu Yang pushed themselves away from each other to see her expression.
Nana nodded, as sincere as she felt in her heart. She didn't have much hope, but she was true to herself. Seeing her honesty, a smile bloomed on his face. Again, he buried himself in her embrace.
"I'll be good to you." He promised.
"Okay." Nana nodded. "But, maybe…I should go back to my room now. You know…" She looked down at his lap. "Something has been poking me down there." Her blushing face was so cute to his eyes, especially when she whispered softly.
Mu Yang was startled. His fair skin blushed and he awkwardly and reluctantly let go of her. Nana chuckled and got down. She then leaned down and kissed his cheek. "I'm going back now. Thank you for tonight." She whispered.
Mu Yang nodded and hid the bulge under the pillow. His blushing didn't diminish even after Nana disappeared behind the door. Clenching his fist, Mu Yang had mixed feelings. Everything rushed back into his brain in one go. Happiness, joy, shame, cautiousness, and desire mixed into one and he didn't have anywhere to vent other than covering his face with the pillow and screaming into it.
After venting his feelings, he sat back and went into a daze. A minute later, he snapped out of his daze and looked at his erection that refused to go away. Sighing to himself, he went into the bathroom and had a cold shower.
It didn't help, though. That's why he resorted to the second option.
While Mu Yang was still busy with 'something', Nana had finished preparing to go to sleep. She had been thinking after she came out from Mu Yang's room. She had convinced herself that it wasn't a big deal. She was an adult, that level of skin ship should be normal. She repeated those sentences in her mind, trying to brainwash herself before her brain decided to burn that memory of what happened before and turned it into shame and self-loathing.
'Nana, you're thirty already. Please, don't act like a teenager in love. Didn't you say that you wanted to sleep with him? Have you forgotten the way he affected your mood and the only thing you could think of was the fantasy you had with him? He is right at your side now. And, it's obvious that he also wants you as much as you want him. So why are you blushing like a teenager now?'
'Nana, it's okay. Isn't it good that at least Mu Yang was still sexually attracted to you? Didn't he say that it was a fan service? Fan service or not, at least you have confirmed that he felt attracted to you.'
By the time she reached her own room, she still had not found the peace of her mind. Only after she cleaned herself and let the warm water washed away the fatigue in her body that she finally succeeded in persuading her own mind and heart not to talk about that.
Therefore, even though she was still affected by today's turnout of events, Nana fell asleep faster than she thought she would be. However, she was woken up because of the knocking sounds on her door. Half-asleep, she went to the door and took a peek before she opened it.
"Can I sleep here with you?" Mu Yang asked in a low voice.
Her sleepy eyes blinked at him twice before she nodded. She didn't say anything. After nodding her head to show her permission, she turned away and climbed back under her blanket. In no time, she fell asleep again.
Mu Yang went inside the room and looked at the girl who fell asleep so quickly. It seemed that he was the only one who got nervous for nothing. A smile of helplessness appeared on his lips. After making sure the door was closed, he climbed on the bed, filling the empty spot beside her. He looked at the girl who was sleeping so soundly. She snuggled close to her bolster that it made him jealous.
His hands felt itchy to rob her off her bolster and changed it into his own body. He had felt that body against his body, her lips against his lips, and her hands against his hands. He had tasted everything he could taste and now he was refused the chance to touch the thing that he was addicted to. It was hard for him and he suddenly felt that he had made the wrong decision to come to her room.
However, since he had come here, he needed to endure. It was torture, but it was better than sleeping alone.
With that decision in mind, Mu Yang tried to calm himself and reached for her hand. After enveloping her hand with his, he closed his eyes and tried to sleep. Strangely, he fell asleep faster than he thought he would be.
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Mu Yang opened his eyes slowly. His sleep was so good that he woke up naturally without feeling any fatigue. It was the effect he got only after he slept with her -literally sleeping, of course. Opening his eyes, he was a bit startled when he saw a head of black hair appear under his chin. His arm draped over the body against his own body. The warmth was so comfortable that he instinctively didn't want to let go.
But, since when did their position change?
Not that he complained. He liked it a lot, obviously. The little snuggler in his arms stirred when he moved slightly. Mu Yang stopped moving and let her settle comfortably in his arms. After she stopped moving and didn't seem like she was about to wake up anytime soon, Mu Yang tightened his hold on her while grinning foolishly.
As expected, sleeping with her in his arms like this felt perfect and right.
He originally wanted to wake up and prepare a nice breakfast for her -even when he only had to call the room service to prepare it for them. However, since it was a rare situation where the girl unconsciously offered herself to him, he decided to abort his original mission. The breakfast could wait, but having the girl in his arms couldn't.
He couldn't predict when he would face the same situation again in the future.
Mu Yang felt strangely content with Nana in his arms. And because of that, he fell asleep again.
By the time he woke up, it was because of Nana's movement. His sleepy eyes met with hers and he chuckled seeing the innocent look in her eyes.