Imagine being so desperate you beg someone to use you for your body. I don't know how he felt about it but he isn't really responsive.
Do you like me? Joseph? There's a lot I'm willing to do for you. Even if the only time you talk to me it's degrading and may be humiliating, I wouldn't care. I'm obsessed. I want you. Your attention.
When I asked him to use me for my body all he said was "You want to be used". No question mark, no period, no emoji. I said, "I want to feel wanted in some way shape or form and if it takes being used to achieve that then why not?" He was not impressed. Honestly all anyone's wanted me for was my body and I was hoping you would too.
Love you
Byeee!!!