Matteo’s Pov
I had been with many women. So many I couldn’t count. But I never had any serious relationship with any of them.
I denied being a slave to a label and didn't see myself committing to one while lusting for another.
It would only end up ruining both sides. So why bother?
All the women I had been with were mostly forgotten after one night or two. I didn't know what kind of charm this woman had that I kept desiring her over and over.
‘Leila.’
Even just the mere thought of her name tasted sweet on my tongue.
I thought that fulfilling my desire to have sex with her the second time would stop to my seemingly undeniable attraction to her.
But I was wrong.
When I tried to satisfy my need, what happened between Elsie and me became frustrating. I no longer found anyone else appealing enough. My body yearned for her, having no interest in anyone else.
Was this an adverse side effect of the drug?