It was two o'clock in the morning and Caleb was finally home in his bed. His parents were asleep in their room down the hall. The house was quiet. He was once again filled with desire and the need to release himself. He didn't know what was going on with him. He just needed release. He felt like he needed, and wanted sex but he wasn't going to think like that. He wanted to be filled and desire was overtaking him.
He pulled the covers off of his body and pulled his pajama pants off his lower body. His dick was hard as fuck. He had always thought that he had a well-endowed dick for his size. He was about 7 inches when hard, but Max his dick was even bigger.
Caleb spits in his hand wrapping it around his engorged member. "Uuhh " he whined in pleasure.
He sucked on the fingers of his left hand getting them wet as he inserted his finger in his ass needing more stimulation.
"Fuck." He whined as he pleasures himself.
"Pretty boy." He could hear Max say in his
mind. "You like that?"
"Yes," Caleb whispered as he moved his hips. He was so close. He needed to think of Natalie but Max was in his head. He was surrounded by Max. He could see his face and smell his cologne. He pumped faster as his finger went deeper bringing him to completion.
He bit his lips trying not to be too loud. "Mhhmm" he cried out cuming in his hands. As he came down from his high. Caleb felt ashamed of himself.
Why was he like this?
Why was his body doing this?
Why was he being disgusting?
"Please stop this." He said to himself. "Stop it."
He stared at the ceiling, angry and upset with himself. He was fucking disgusting. Tears flowing from his eyes because he was sad that he was becoming like this. He didn't want it. He could not desire him. It was weird. The man had brutally forced himself on Caleb. That man had raped him, taking his virginity. His virginity had belonged to Natalie. she was supposed to be his first. His only. He had shattered his dreams. Now his body was being weird. His mind was being fucking disgusting thinking of his rapist.
He could fix this.....He had to change his mindset.
He needed to get back to school and back to his girlfriend. Yes, that was the solution. Things would be back to normal once he got back into his routine...
Or was he ruined forever?