It's been some days now, almost two weeks. Axel went back home just geztareday and now I realize how it's really boring in this mansion. It feels so lifeless and I don't feel like doing anything. Just yesterday and today I've spent the whole day playing with Ice. At least he is keeping me busy thinking about Axel. I miss him so much. I just feel like the others are doing better things than I am. It's not like I don't want to do but I just don't feel like doing anything, it feels better being this free, I've been working for ten years nonstop and it feels like now is just the right time to rest, and focus on the things that I wasn't able to do just like falling in love.
I just feel like my boyfriend is the cutest had can't wait to show him to the world, people already know him and I hate the fact that most of them are coming for him, they want to know where he is what he does and his Instagram page, lucky that he is not an internet person or they would already be flooding his dm on Instagram. I've just texted him and he hadn't replied if I'm his boyfriend and I barely get replies then what about them? Would he even let them get any chance of talking to him? Thinking about it now makes me happy, I just simply don't like the fact that a lot of people out there want him, yeah I get it he is cute, super cute but I'm jealous, he is mine and only mine. But wait, why isn't he picking up my phone?
Evel calls Axel almost ten times and he finally picks up.
"I'm mad at you, why didn't you pick up my phone? You didn't reply to my texts either? Wait what are you doing now and who are you with?" It was a video call and Axel was almost laughing.
"You've sent almost a hundred texts and sad emojis.... how could I possibly reply to all that huh?" he asked and looked away for a moment.
"Flip the camera or turn around, are you cheating on me? Who are you looking at?" He asked trying to look through the phone, looking for the person Axel was talking to.
"It's no one,..." he said turning the camera all around, and Evel was happy that there wasn't anyone in the room.
"When are you coming? I miss you already....." he said pouring but it was even more visible that it wasn't a fake pout.
" I don't know... I don't know what my dad is up to, he says he wanna have a talk with me about something serious, might be going back to Australia, who knows..." he said in a low voice and looked at Evel. "For the first time, I'm scared of what he is going to tell me, I have a bad feeling about it... I don't know why..." he said.
"Don't think too much okay?.... I'm also scared, I just hope he doesn't see you there... If he does then warn me so that I start packing my bags too" he said sounding as serious as he could.
"Hey, is that Ice with you?? I miss him so much?" he said looking at the small cup dog which had found its way to Evel and lucky enough it was seen by its owner.
"He is my closest friend now, if you want him come to see him...," he said and moved away from the little dog so that Axel couldn't see it anymore. He felt so victorious as he did that. He was finding a way to get Axel to come to the house and he wa trying his best.
"No, if I come I might not be able to come back here, let it just like this... It's for the best maybe... I should get used to it already...." there's a sound of the door opening and Axel nods. Evel gets curious immediately.
"Hey, who's that? Why did they come to your room? What did the person say and why did you agree?" he acts looking a bit upset.
"My dad is home, that was a house help... I gotta go sorry, he called for me... Don't flood my inbox again with your crazy messages, you giving me a hard time trying to read all of them... that's not fun" he said pouting, and Evel smiled in victory.
"At least you read them huh... I did so well, at least you didn't get the time to think of someone else while I'm here bored..." He said but before he could add something else Axel had already hung up.
"Why did he just hang up on meeeee? I didn't even tell him I love him! I didn't even tell him bye!" he said faking a cry and throwing the phone on the bed. He then started crying out loud stamping his feet on the bed. Good thing the room is sounds proud and no one could hear him.
After being curious for almost the whole day, he stopped himself so many times from sending messages to his boyfriend. He was worried yes but he also felt guilty about sending so many messages so he deleted them each time he thought of sending them. He would just call him later and ask about what his father told him. He was so worried that his father might plan on taking Axel back to Australia and that would indicate things between them. He himself was ready to follow Axel to the ends of the world but he was sure if Axel was comfortable with it.
It even got scarier when Mr. Chin called him at night. At first, he was so scared of picking up the phone because he didn't want to hear the sad news, not yet. He panicked more when Mr. Chin asked him to mert him at the office the following day at exactly ten in the morning.