Alone in the dark, all 4 walls sealed off from the outside
It's the only way to keep me out of their reach
The nightmarish influence of the outside cannot touch me
At least that's what I used to believe blindly
But recently the realization set in that my past will always follow me
Even alone in my room, my sealed kingdom of peace cannot protect me
They'll always know and never forget
I'll always remember and never forgive
5 years I've spent in my sealed kingdom and each day I grow fonder of the thought of death
Eventually my peace will fade, I feel it coming
But I'd like to imagine a world where I'm not here
Then I won't have to hide when I'm nothing
So please, take me with the sweet embrace of death and let this world forget already