Credits: @Aesthetics__ (on Inkitt)
Bora's POV
I walk into his room, trying to find the music sheets we are looking for. I pick up some papers to realise its his health history from 2014 and only recently, months before they started working on the comeback.
"Oh my gosh!" I quietly put the papers back, trying to unseen what I have seen. He comes in. "Are you okay?" He asks me. I nodded my head, trying to be calm
"Whats wrong?" He asks walking over to me. "I'm okay. Nothing wrong." I reassured him. I can't help having the bad feeling in me but I have to keep always the strong front.
"You saw my records didnt you?" He asks me. "By accident I'm sorry" I apologised and try walking out before I get screamed at
He grabs my hand. "I'm not mad. Rather glad." He says bring me back. He hands them back to me.
I can't help looking at him nervously. I've never had that scary feeling before but for some reason, I don't know why I just feel like I don't deserve having the records at hand
"I'm really not mad and besides i've been meaning to tell you. I just hope you dont see me different." He reassures me, putting them in my hands.
"I see you for who you are" I reassured him with a smile. "You are you, nothing will ever change that." I tell her with a smile
I do then look down at them. The first one is from 2014.
'Patient suffered from allergic reaction caused by coconut milk. Witness says his drink was switched out with coconut milk drink.'
'Patient was beaten up in the school's bathroom by two students. One teacher, two friends and manager found him and took him straight to the hospital. Once at the emergency room he had to be silently sedated in order to be checked over -- Some of the injuries as follow -- Broken right arm, left sprained ankle, dislocated left shoulder, black eye, two broken ribs'
"Oh my gosh!" I'm trying not to feel shock but I can't help myself. I look at the recent one.
'Patient has visible injuries of two broken ribs, lack of sleep, dehydration. He was able to get checked for any mental illness. Diagnosed with Anxiety and Depression'
I looked at Chanyi. 'I'm not dreaming am I?' I think to myself. "Better after reading it?" He asks me. I nodded my head, I just want to give him a hug but maybe he won't want that.
"You can hug me." He tells me. I looked at him in shock. 'He must be joking is he?' I think to myself
To my shock he hugs me first. I slowly did hug him back despite how taken aback I was.
"Bora. Really. You can hug me." He reassures me. I just end up hugging him back fully either way.
"Better?" He asks. I nodded my head hugging him. "Now please. Stop seeing me as if i hate being touched." He tells me. I looked at him. "I…" I don't know how to react to that.
"Please. That is the old me." He says making me look at him in the eyes.
"That's the old you?" I asked him and he nods his head. "All that is in the past. My past doesnt define who I am as a person." He says. "It surely doesn't define." I nodded my head agreeing with him
"You can even talk to my doctor that i'm fine." He says. I just hugged onto him, he deserves this hug after all he has went through.
"Just know that I will protect you." He hugs me. "I know you will" I softly said to him
We stay in the hug for a while. "Loving the hugs do you?" He asked me and I just nodded my head giggling a little
"Good." He giggles. "Now what do you want to eat?" He then asks me. "As long as there is no coconut for you and no cucumber for me, I'm all in!" I said to him
We both laugh. "Now let go eat." He says pulling me out with him. "Fine." I laugh