#Chapter146
I sigh exasperatingly. /"I’m so sorry, Samantha, I... I-I don’t—/"
/"Sorry for what, Phoenix? For freaking what?/" Her tears are falling like a stream. It’s killing me not to come to her, hug her, and tell her that everything is going to be okay because I know that everything is never going to be okay.
/"For what happened to your father. That I am the reason—/"
/"The reason he was dead? Her voice is like lightning into my heart, and it’s fucking excruciating. I deserve it.
/"The... Yeah—/" Before I can finish, she pushes me stronger so fast that makes me slump back down to the bench.
/"You broke up with me because you think you killed my dad?/" she asks, yelling at me. /"You broke up with me because you thought you were using me in forgiving you!/"
I nod.
/"Were you planning on telling me that you were the reason Dad died that night, huh?/" She breaks in the end.