#Chapter312
Stop letting it be a one-way thing. Arry gives and I take. That’s our problem. I got so used to being his Princess and not having to ever repay what he does for me. When I was faced with having to do so, I bailed.
/"I told him I didn’t think we should get married./" I’m ashamed of how much that must have hurt him, especially after proposing me to me after two years of waiting to do it. Proposing to me to fix us, to make me feel secure. And I made him doubt I even want to.
Good going.
/"You don’t want to marry him anymore?/" Sylvana blanches, that shock shoots across her face and makes me wince.
/"I do… I feel like we’re broken, and a wedding wouldn’t fix anything./" I gaze out at the greenhouse once more and get pangs of pain at all the memories of all he’s been to me.
