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Chapter 19 - Feelings manager.

That was the first time I felt ashamed, it's a peculiar and strange feeling. Better watch out from here on out.

Wearing her different clothes than usual with someone watching as if this was some show or reverse stripping.

'Zeki, you're the only one I want away~ Far away! stay dimensions away from me!'

The reason is peculiar.

Zeki who is an ex-Earthling character.

He's just a character who thinks he once lived on Earth, but he's not an Earthling.

He is a reincarnated character.

I can't tell if he's a character or an Earthling.

Something that scared me was that everyone in this world has a soul.

Do you know how difficult it is to make a soul? Just be a god? You need power not a name, even I can call myself a god without actually being one.

I'm a little disappointed. Do you know how difficult it was for me to make my artificial soul... Being in a world where everywhere I go has people showing off with their souls, makes me so ashamed.

Embarrassed to be the only one without a complete soul! Let's leave the sadness in the corner for now.

Looking at Zeki who got up, he leaned Alexander against the wall and with serious eyes said, "Cut."

"What?" Alexander wasn't surprised by Zeki's words. He already knew this was going to happen, but he didn't expect that Zeki would be the first person to say it.

"Her relationship with Jin!! I won't say it again!"

'First Alice, now Zeki? Jin! are you a gossip magazine?'

Why do I feel threatened by Zeki? He's not that tall, but I feel like an ant next to him.

Why are my mind and body so different?

It's like this body isn't mine, but the mind is. Again, I don't know...

"Why?"

"You... What do you have? You're not handsome or rich. At least you have skills, but that won't change anything. End it. You're just a hindrance to Jin! I would never approve of this relationship."

"Tell that to Jin, not me. If you'll excuse me."

Zeki was furious with Alexander and before he could do anything, someone appeared.

"Zeki, stop! Don't do anything to him. Let's go see Jin. We'll talk later, Alexander…" Alice spoke in a way that sounded like a threat, it is a threat. Zeki was taken by the arm against his will.

'I have to go apologize to Leon!'

Alexander took this chance to run away from these two.

***

Where did these 5 people following me come from?

"Alexander you are amazing! How did you learn to use aura?" Said Professor Emi with her excited smile.

He couldn't say that it wasn't aura. Let's say something to disguise the truth. It's not a lie, because someone taught Alexander how to use aura before. A street friend tried to teach Alexander, but he didn't learn.

I'm going to use this past event as a cover for this cover-up. Where are Alexander's old friends? Should I look for them? It's easy, but at the same time difficult.

"My street friend taught me."

"Are you still in contact with this amazing person?"

"No. I was taken to a different orphanage than hers."

The 5 people were silent the whole way, this matter seemed to be very sad for Alexander.

However, he was sad about something else.

But Mwellel kept asking Alexander to model in drawing classes.

Refused.

Mwellel still hasn't given up.

Entering the infirmary, Alexander went to apologize to Leon.

'Why is he still all bruised up? maybe some of my true power got through to him? Better cure him, I don't want another copy of me walking around.'

"I'm sorry about the punch…"

"Do not worry, I'm fine!"

"Really? If you need anything just let me know."

"Anything? Do you want to be my friend?" Leon took Alexander's hand "What beautiful hands, just like the person who has them."

"Haha thanks." Alexander was a little embarrassed.

Jin was not at all pleased with another touching Alexander. It's because Alexander doesn't care about her hurt boyfriend.

It was like they were strangers in public.

Jin didn't like that, it was like Alexander didn't want anyone to know about this troubled relationship?

'Alexander is ashamed of me...?"

'Alexander is ashamed of dating another man?'

'Appear single to others?'

Jin's last thought made his face bulge with veins.

"Jin! What an ugly face! Are you in pain?"

Professor Mwellel cast ordinary healing magic, but still her eyes were filled with anger.

The mood seemed sober for the other 6 who looked at the 2 happy.

"I'll heal you, if it hurts let me know.

."

Perfect cure: All bodily, spiritual and mental illnesses will be cured. Fatigue of body and mind will be recovered.

It was those words that caught everyone's attention.

A silvery light covered Leon's body with tiny tiny particles. He used healing magic on Leon, Alexander didn't know if it would work, so he used a special healing spell.

Lyu and the Alexander's system watched this unusual event.

At the moment, there is no one on Recta who used unique healing spell. The only one who had something similar was a student from 1-S.

But she only healed things related to the physical body, mind or spirit is outside the area of ​​that student's unique spell.

"I feel better! Thanks so much Alex!" Leon hugged Alexander without caring about other people. Alexander tried to get out of the pretentious embraces of Leon.

"Sorry I didn't respect your personal space."

"No problem, But now I need to go on a date, bye."

"Wait!" Alice grabbed Alexander's arm and stopped him from going.

He looked at Alice with a smile, knowing full well what was going to happen, Alexander was predicting the future at that moment.

"What do you want?"

"Heal Jin too." Alice's words were omnipotent, but Alexander broke it with the following words.

"Why would I do that? He has several healers who can do something."

Jin's startled eyes were the only things Alexander looked at.

"But you're a colleague-"

"No buts. If you want me to heal him, get down on your knees."

"What!" Zeki got ready to hit Alexander.

That was already an insult. For a nobleman like Alice to kneel before an orphan would be shameful.

Alice was a little reluctant, she didn't say anything about their relationship.

This could not spread in any way.

Mwellel held the angry Zeki, Jin's protector.

Alexander left the ward, the others watched him disappear.

The atmosphere in the place was very suffocating.

Leon quickly left that place, as these people reminded him of his father.

***

Alexander walked very awkwardly and panting. His current state of health was terrible.

The duel had taken a toll on his body, which was falling apart.

He went to his room and locked the door.

It was all or nothing.

[User Alexander Adrilia committed suicide.]

[Reviving user Alexander Adrilia.]

"I feel alive again~"

[…]

The system that once stopped talking, was now unused. It was as if Alexander didn't need him.

The only use was to be his personal healer for Alexander.

Perhaps a necromancer.

For he was reliving Alexander several times in a few moments.

Alexander lay down on the couch.

"Calamity. I forgot I have to go find those shareholders."

The company's plan was progressing very slowly. Alexander was preparing that at some point the system would prevent him from hacking the banking system of this world.

Not your system, is Lyu.

He is a thorny fruit that Alexander could not swallow.

If Lyu wanted to kill Alexander, he would do it somehow, but it would not be definitive.

Alexander dies because there is death, but what if Alexander went to visit death in his house and made a mess?

Alexander wasn't going to die, however, no one was going to die either.

That's a possibility, but the laws that underpin things would cause another god of death to be born.

Alexander went to make his dinner normally.

"hahahah, what a strange urge to laugh… hahah! haahah! haahah! stop! hahah I can't stop! hahhaha!"

Jin didn't come to dinner.

***

Alexander woke up to the alarm that was now his system function. He ate his breakfast alone and Jin didn't come again.

'Something happened?'

Classes were a little hectic. All of Alexander's classmates elected him as Class Leader.

Zeki, Alice and Jin, didn't care. They were avoiding direct eye contact with this unnecessary guy (Alexander).

Alexander was thinking of punishing his classmates, but he could be removed from his position if he abused his power.

The best punishment is hidden with training as a pretext. Alexander's previously dead emotions were now working full steam ahead.

Sadism, contempt, anger, shame, boredom, among others.

A hell of training he was going to do with his colleagues. He had no reason to do this, Alexander just wanted to do it. Even though it sounds crazy, he was still in control.

Because of the duel that took place, Alexander rose through the ranks in the Academy.

Now his rank was 1000 in verification.

It seemed little, but from 1000 down they were the best students in fights. Winning the duel and knowing how to use aura was the main reason why his rank rose to 1000.

A duel would still have to be done with a professor to check his abilities to see if Alexander deserved his current rank.

Leon's rank was now 1 for beating Jin, Alice, Zeki and other students from Class 1-A.

Jin rank 2.

Alice rank 3.

Zeki rank 4.

Abeth's rank was still at the same place which was rank 4444. She had to show more than he was capable of for his rank to rise. Every day she increased her stats by 0,2.

After much effort she learned just that from Alexander.

Hacking the system was difficult for Abeth. How she couldn't use more mana, as his body worked with the power of chaos. This seems like a weakness, but if Abeth better controls his chaos power, she could be a danger to mana users, aura users, and demon power users.

It could simply destroy mana from a person's body or from an area that prevented any mage or aura user from using it, or it would destroy that person.

***

4 people trained hard in the training room, but no one said anything, it was all silent.

Abeth trained with her metal dummy on a daily basis that it was routine to see her at 4 am and finish at 6 am. At 5 pm she started training again and finished at 6 pm.

Jin was in the gravity room doing various exercises to make his body stronger or was he pretending to train like Abeth.

He never needed to train, he only trains so others think he's a struggling psychopath.

If you're going to make a list of the strongest students:

Alexander first.

Jin second.

Abeth third.

Abeth still didn't know how to control his power of chaos well.

Jin was hiding his true abilities for various reasons, he didn't want to draw too much attention. The demons kept watch over the most talented students of every Academy in the world of Recta.

When the third war started, Jin would kill the demons discreetly in the shadows without being discovered.

For that reason Jin chose Class 1-A which was not what the demons wanted.

1-S was where there were the students that the demons wanted the most, because this class only had students with special gifts that overshadowed all other students. There are currently 13 students in that class.

Jin could stay with his two friends, Alice and Zeki. What was he going to draw the demons' attention to?

Alice trained in archery, every target was destroyed and needed to be changed regularly.

Zeki fiddled with her tablet.

It was like this in the last days of the first month.

***

After Alexander's 7 sister returned, she placed the sword used in Alexander and Leon's duel on the wall. Where there was a huge amount of weapons and objects with the same white aura.

She could see a camera and a stick with a tenebrous white aura.

"That stick he used to hit a god of fate… I remember how funny the god of fate tried to kill him by shortening his lifespan, but it still didn't have any effect on him."

The 7 sister looked at her collection of objects that Alexander used in the past.

"Metal sword used in a duel against Leon Zalit. Result, Victory for my brother." The 7 sister wrote a description below the sword.

She walked somewhere and disappeared.

78 thrones were seen, some were seated and others on the side of the throne.

"7 sister? What did the brother want?"

Someone asked the 7 sister, he was all red, red hair and eyes like two rubies, even his fingernails were bright red.

His red outfit looked something similar to an army captain's outfit.

His skin looked like he was embarrassed, drunk or fever.

"The usual. What do you think my job is? To bring about the destruction of a reality that isn't."

"That's my job. But are you angry today? Brother still doesn't like it when you hug him? How sad~ Every time, he doesn't care when I hug him or we sleep together~ It's been a long time, but he doesn't care. "

The 7 sister got angry, normally she doesn't have feelings, but she liked to have feelings.

This guy liked to destroy things, it was expected that her personality would be disturbed.

"11 brother, stop teasing 7 Sister."

Everyone has fallen silent, and some of the 78 are talking animatedly.

0 brother and 1 sister.

The 0 brother was responsible for widespread destruction, and the 1 sister was responsible for recovery and preservation of all types of data.

They both looked like two boyfriends, it was disgusting to the other 77.

At that moment a fluffy throne appeared in the hall.

Eyes that looked like two peaches, pink hair, cheeks you want to pinch.

She was wearing pink pajamas with candy prints.

The little girl was sitting on her throne.

Now it was 79 thrones.

"After a long time another sister appeared! You are the 79th sister."

"No, my name is Rose. I'm busy right now."

"What are you responsible for?" 10 brother said.

"...., Alexander's feelings. I'm managing the levels of each emotion and taking the necessary actions."

All 78 were in a panic.

"Responsible for Brother's feelings, that is..."

"Yes, she's closest to her Brother. I'm jealous!"

"Brother gave you a name!? Why are we the only ones with numbers as identification!?"

"I want a name too! For example, Chaotic Destroyer!" The 0 brother said this from the top of his throne.

The others took pity on his poor naming sense.

After much discussion, they shrunk down to be all close to Rose's throne, playing with Alexander's feelings.

Rose was in serious trouble with not doing her job correctly.

That day, Alexandre felt an enormous urge to laugh in his apartment.